Ever since I was young, when I could finally remember things that happened to me when I was young, I always felt that I was from the dead. I used to think that I am already dead, and the life I have now is a story that I am telling to other people. Maybe that is also why I believe in afterlife. I was thought that my washing machine killed two children, siblings, a boy and a girl. Both of them are Chinese and look real.
I dream like most people do, and sometimes it feels like I had a glance into the future. The dream can be a simple thing like talking to my friends to walking in a circle. However, I found out that for those dreams to come true, there are some decisions that I will have to make.
For example, there was once where I had a night over in my cousin house and we were walking around house (for me to even go to her house, I would have to make a decision,no?), and then I found a part really similar and then I realistic that I actually dreamt of that before. Just a glance or flash of the future. I feel that maybe that this life I have right now is a game led out by God.
There has been an increased number of those kind of dreams occurring to me after my late grandfather passed away. Sometimes, I also see things from the corner of my eye. Normally it is either black or white, but after having a science class about eyes, I feel that my mind might just be playing with me, or is it?
I really need help and to speak the truth, I am hoping that I might really be a psychic. One more last thing, I believe in ghosts. I hope that you will not be giving useless comments as this is my very first post. Thanks!