Recently I have been really, really confused about which psychic path to take. I couldn't figure out if I was Precognitive, could read auras, see spirits, or was Aerokinetic. Now I have discovered what I really am, a Clairaudio.
I read that Clairaudience is rare and very confusing, which is what I have experienced. People who are Clairaudio are said to love to listen to music (I can't stress enough how much music means to me and how much I just love to sit in the car and listen to my iPod, it's like one of my favorite things!), and have the ability to hear things on sort of a different frequency with not their ears, but their mind.
What I used to think was Precognition, seeing little visions in my head or hearing things in my mind that led to future events, I now know is Clairaudience. I can remember hearing singing once that no one else heard, and sometimes I hear this super high pitched ringing (usually at night, and I've kind of put it off to be the sound that my ceiling light makes when I dim it, but you never know). Also, when I'm about to fall asleep I sometimes hear random shouts of my name that wake me up. Once I was awakened by this random vision of someone, and later found out that they had been there at that time, but there's no way I could have known that unless my mind had somehow heard it.
I have very bad eyesight, so I consider my ears to be my strongest sense. I don't know if this matters, since Clairaudience is hearing with your mind. Also, my vision wasn't always bad, it just suddenly began to decline and now I can't see for distance. This may have no relevance, just thought I'd put it out there though.
The most important thing I wanted to address about me being a Clairaudio is trying to speak to my Spirit Guide and others using my mind. I tried it a couple days ago and it was really scary, and before I try it again, I really need some advice. I closed my eyes and tried to clear and calm my mind (which is almost impossible I think because it's always running, and how can you think about nothing, even then you're thinking about something), and at first I had a song stuck in my head. I tried to push the song out mentally as I asked my Spirit Guide their name. Then my eyes began to like sink in toward my head and hurt (this happens sometimes and is very unpleasant), the song was no longer stuck in my head, and my eyes began to dart around. I was scared and my eyes hurt so I opened them and focused back into reality. I was afraid that an evil entity had tried to take over me, which I have read about. I did get a vision though during that, it was of like green emerald vegetation and I now know my Spirit Guide's name from it. Something similar to this experience happened one night when I was about to fall asleep. I closed my eyes and tried talking mentally to a spirit and my eyes sunk in, not painfully this time, and I felt lightheaded, as if I was going through a tunnel. Maybe this is what happens when I use my Clairaudience.
I want to try using it again but I'm afraid of being hurt by something and wanted to seek help first. Should I ask my Spirit Guide or the spirit I contacted that one night for protection? Should I imagine a white light or shield around me? I don't know if thinking about the shield and Clairaudio will make my mind too crazy, I read that multitasking is not good. All advice will be very greatly appreciated!