My name is Cafran. Tonight I have felt a feeling I have never felt my entire life. Now for some reason all my life I always knew I was a person that could connect with spirits, however, I didn't know when or if I even cared to want to have that connection.
I am taking care of this person's dogs while she is far away because her brother died. I have been going to her house for five days now and have felt pretty good about taking care of them three times a day. Tonight while I was in her home I felt the presence of something. It was strong. It scared me so much. I got real sick. I almost vomited. I wanted to curl up in a ball. I got out of there as fast as I could. I got home and thought about it. I think that the spirit was scared of me as much as I was scared of it. I felt that it was a male and that he didn't know me. I'm still sick. I feel ok to go back but not alone. I'm not ready to connect with the spirit world.
I have had dreams of talking to the dead but this was my 1st out of dream encounter and I'm not ready for these encounter. Now I ask myself was my mind playing tricks on me and did I bring those feeling to myself. I know that I am so positive it wasn't me. These feelings were so strong while I was in her home. Is this what a spirit encounter feels like? Now that I have an idea of the feeling I will be able to deal with it instead of running away from it and teach myself to better handle it or should I run away?