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Am I Going Insane?

 

Hey, I'm new to this site thanks to the wonderful world of "I'm bored hung over let's see what I can google". Was shocked to see all the people who have the same experiences as me, kind of comforts me that way.

The first strange thing happened when I wasn't even born yet lol was in my mothers womb when she sat down next to my dad who had an un-opened can of lager in his hand, which opened in front of them by its self!

When I was born and learning to crawl/walk apparently I was always laughing at thin air and pointing at corners and chasing nothing lol but as I got a bit older I had these horrible experiences where in the middle of the night the TV would come on by itself as would the video player, then I would be paralyzed in my bed but awake. Then feel (only way I can describe it) like cold hands grabbing my neck or see something come from the corner of the room towards me and push down on my chest. Still gives me chills thinking about that.

the living room door would vibrate the house would get so cold you could see your breathe the front door would lock by itself once an ornament got thrown at me and my sis. Then we moved along the street to new build houses when I was around 14 or so, "awesome" I thought to myself no more crazy games but apparently what ever it is followed me. Getting ahead of myself now before I get into that! I was in my grand parents house shooting a small pellet gun into an old dart board in the hall while my family were in the living room eating dinner, When I saw this tall druid type thing walk from my uncles room to the middle of the hall, stop, look at me (had no face) then continue on its way to my grand parents room... I lost the plot and started screaming the house down lol I didn't know what a druid was until I googled the description, insane!

When we got settled in our new house, straight away things started going bonkers like before if not more! This time it wasn't just me seeing things it was my whole family and friends of family. My sister won't stay in the house alone any more lol my dad said for years he wanted to see something he'd love it, then in the garden whilst in the shed he turned around saw half a man from torso up wearing a skip hat get right in his face and a hammer thrown at him lol broad daylight. I seen the same dude in my room, my bed shook until I woke up and seen him staring at me. I see shadows run up the stairs as does my sis mum dad, my dads best friend "uncle ray" seen someone run up the stairs, then before my dads eyes he started bleeding on his face think it was 3 scratches.

I'm 23 still in the house but now I think maybe him losing the plot a little. Its hard to explain. Feels like my heads going a million miles a second. I can feel what other people are feeling. I know someone very well even tho I've just met them. I dream stuff that happens, nothing epic lol but enough to freak me and my friends out. I get such strong feelings not to go down streets or certain places then learn something happened like a mugging or a stabbing! I can tell what people are going to say and frankly its getting me down a bit, its like my brain doesn't stop, I can't watch a movie anymore because I know what will happen 5-10 minutes in. I play guitar... I don't know the chords or the strings I can't read music but if I hear a song once I can play it straight away lol my collage lecturer freaked out haha said it was weird but kool.

him thinking about going to doctor but I know if I do they'll think him crazy and put me on meds, reason him thinking of going is that him starting to feel paranoid about everything I can't sit on a bus or a train or a crowded place without feeling not overwhelmed. Uncomfortable, in fact I've convinced myself something follows me around like a shadow person or something even some of my friends have seen it and freaked out. Its not something you broadcast lol but if they see it and start to freak out ill calm them down and tell em I seen it too... Weird thing is it reminds me of the druid type thing I seen years ago but not white anymore which is... Strange... This is what him talking about! I can't turn off my brain!

But anyway, no idea why him posting this, kind of just needed to get things off my chest. So if you've managed to read all of this lmfao well in! If not, sorry for the ramblings peace people oh and before I forget I told my gran about it and she just went pale and said "your grandad used to wake up in the night screaming about a tall monk with a hood up and no face staring at him"... That kind of gave me a chill since everyone says I look exactly like him when he was younger, too bad I can't talk to him since hes dead but yeah... Eery

Lol I spell checked it online its changed a few words that don't make sense lol but its late and I'm tired soz

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shirlz1 (2 posts)
 
14 years ago (2011-01-03)
i know exactly what your going through pal. As a child I was hyperactive and bounding with energy and had few psychic experiences. As I matured, like your suppose to! Lol, I noticed my psychic experiences where increasing and my mind would not shut down. It came to a head at my first year of university, when I wasn't really doing much with myself. This is when I started to develop clairaudient and mind reading powers, which have the same symptoms as schizophenia! I became extremely paranoid and depressed. I knew what I was experiencing was real and I prayed to God to help me. The best advice I can offer is to KEEP OFF MEDICATION! (your not ill!), keep yourself active, both physically and mentally. Take up something physically strenuous such as running, and also look into anything that interests you, global politics, music, philosophy, anything positive!
NEVER ALLOW YOURSELF TO GET BORED!
LouraFriend (guest)
 
15 years ago (2010-04-28)
Hello there,

Wow! You have had quite a few varied experiences. All in the family, huh?

To break down what I believe:

1. We are all spiritual beings and stuff from the God side as well as demonic side can occur. They are not all the same side.

2. Coming from my Biblical perspective, what good comes from these gifts towards others? In other words, I ask myself if my gifts (as I call them. More on that in post) are truly beneficial to other people, or do they fill me with fear or pride? If they aren't doing anyone any good, I do not pursue them.

3. The more open I am with others about my experiences, the more I find I am far from alone.

4. I strongly believe and have seen it happen in my own life, that watching certain movies, listening to certain kinds of music, reading certain books (even popular fiction) and playing certain video games or experimenting with tarot cards, Ouija boards, etc. Has a ton to do with obtaining and growing in psychic abilities. If you want it to stop, action should be taken in these areas. Being open about what's happening and asking for prayer is also extremely helpful.

5. As I said before, I think there are two sides to spiritual stuff: God's side and not God's side. Neither is neutral and one produces frightening results. If you are creeped out, there is a reason. I know I'm about to make myself sound like a cracked fanatic when I say this, but... I think the "not God's" side are demonic spirits, hence the creepy factor. Demons hate people, but they can be very subtle and manipulative, playing on pride, anger, and fear. Most people are afraid of them, but many others are enticed by them and believe they are the ones in control (that would be an example of pride at work).

My thought is that God gives me "psychic" experiences for my good or for the benefit of others (not what I think would be beneficial, but what God says is). I have never tried to conceal the truth, blast it at people, etc. When I have a "message" I say it gently but plainly and so far no one has "seen the light" and turned from their ways. But that is not my part. Mine is to just deliver the message. Also, so far I have only been given "messages" to other believers or myself.

It sounds like your Dad and Grandpa have also been playing around with occultic stuff for some time. Being 23, I would investigate getting a small apartment nearby.

I do hope you visit my post for more detailed info. I would be glad to answer any other questions too at bigloumedia [at] gmail.com

Loura
DiaryOfaMadMan (1 stories) (2 posts)
 
15 years ago (2010-03-11)
hey hey! Didn't expect to get any replys cheers ppl, gotta say since I posted this I have been in a good mood! Weird! I have no idea how to reply individually to comments yet lol so ill post this - athena and kej, where do I look this up lol I googled it and couldn't find anything and jakeandleon nah never went near a quija board since things always go pretty crazy without goin to that haha yeah I see shadows in my house all the time weird tho, sometimes theyre no bigger than 2-3ft tall and 3d like and sometimes theyre as big as me 3d... Cheers for the posts doods and dudettes
Athena_and_Kej (23 posts)
 
15 years ago (2010-03-09)
No you are not going insane... But you are setting yourself up for the Dark Experiences...

I definately got "Grim Reaper" following you around following your family around... Look that up!...

Athena
jakeandleon (10 stories) (35 posts)
 
15 years ago (2010-03-09)
Well, I read the whole thing, and I have no idea what you're going through. But, one thing I wanted to ask was, have you ever fooled around with a ouija board? That would do the trick with the spirits and the druid.
Ouija boards, not a good idea. At all. Don't try 'em.
Also, I do see lil' shadows and crap outta the corner of my eye.
I don't know what you're going through, but if there's anything I can do, I will.
Good luck. God Bless You.
=)

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