My name is Jackie and I have quite a few abilities as I mentioned on my other stories. I'm 20 years old and I finally found him. I always knew there was only one man for me. I always felt a spiritual connection between me and my lover. Spiritually is perfect like a 'perfect shoe that fits and feels good'. But then humanly is different I don't really know what to think. To support my theories I will explain.
We both go to Harold Washington College. We have two classes together and take the orange line and our stops are the same. He is the only guy I see Monday to Thursday. Recently I was taking the train and I got that feeling that he was on it to just different cart. I get out on State and Lake and bam there he is walking out of the train and to school. I was a little scared and nervous because what I was feeling was right.
So I try and act calm when I'm around him. We have English together and every time I'm in that class I can't see clearly. My vision is good but in that class I see so much energy flooding around in the air it's crazy. I feel dysfunctional ever since I started to notice him. The reason that I started to notice him is because he would look at me allot. I started to see those energies long before this guy and I thought I needed glasses but it turns out I'm ok.
My lovely brother gave me advice and told me to go and talk to him. It was on that Tuesday night I when to sleep early and I woke up at 3:13 in the morning thinking of him. I swear that night him or his angel was in my room in some type of way or form.
On that Wednesday at 1:55pm I started the conversation after class. When I looked at his eyes I feel comfort, peace, and I recognize him from another time. I have a hard time looking at guys eyes because most are very dark or some like me but I don't feel the same. This guy is perfect spiritually anyway.
On Wednesday we took the train and arrive at midway and he usually takes the 54th bus but decided to take my bus. We were talking and then my dad arrived to pick me up. So I told him and just said goodbye and as I walked away he looked at me allot. Remember he has a girlfriend and he is 11 months younger than me.
Energies it was crazy. I slept early like at 9:40pm and I had a dream. It was about me and the guy in different bodies. He was a dangerous man like a mafia in a way. We were there on accident and we got in trouble but then we meet. We feel in love and he wanted to live it all behind for me. He gave me something important that would put all of them in jail. We were let go and then they stopped us his allies and they threaten us. We were going to get killed if we didn't give back what my lover had given me. I woke up and I felt so sad and unhappy. I woke up thinking I was still there.
I'm confused I don't understand this is it ok to be feeling like this is it wrong or weird? Am I crazy does he feel the same I feel so weird I can't function the same way like before? What do I do?
Loading comments....
