What Is My Destiny?

For quite some time now, I realized I can do things that others can't, and it kills me to realize I can't tell anyone. That's why I need your help. Okay for about a year I knew I had powers but at first it was just as simple as to move things with my mind feel and communicate with ghosts and play with energy and other simple things like that. But as time progressed, it seems as if my powers are taking control of me. First it started off when I noticed that whenever I make a new friend or tell them I'm psychic something bad happens to them. Or if I don't like that person, or hate them at first and later become friends with them something terrible happens to them. For example I told a friend named Taylor I was psychic and right off the back we were best friends. The VERY NEXT DAY she got hit by a car and came to school with scratches, then her book got taken away and then these bullies picked on her. This was all on the same day. By 4th period she was so mad about what happened she began to ignore me and from then on nothing else happened. This was not the first time this happened but this is the first time when it actually hurt someone physically.

But it keeps happening. Like one guy broke his leg cause of me, my brother got bad scratches on his hand and many more. It just won't stop. And now even though for about a month I just kind of stopped practicing my powers and when I do it gets stronger on its own like I move energies better I see auras better I move objects better. My premonitions are better. But what is it called when you always say something or merely think of something and it ALWAYS happens? This is something that is really just in the back my head.

But I also want to know if it is absolutely normal for you to have powers in ALL of your dreams and can do absolutely anything. I came up a theory that if I were to use all of my energy through my dreams will I completely gain control of my abilities. I have not tried this yet but I feel it can work. Do any of you see what seems to DNA, or clear vanes in your eyes because it is every where in my eyes. At first I thought it was just my eyes but as my powers got stronger it became more visible. Which brings me to this thing with my left hand. Every single time I use psionic energy or focus on the side of my hand the side of my left hand sucks in. The more energy I use the more it sucks in. Is there a chakra in my hand or is it genectics or something or biokinesis (because I know I have biokinesis). But my brother is psychic and he can't do that. I can just sit here and write all day. But the purpose of me writing this is for the one question that's there in my mind- What is my destiny?

Please comment and let me know what I can do because all I want to do is help people.

Yours truly,

Andrea