My name is Cambria. I'm 28 years old and I'm an Indigo Adult. I have had tons and tons of psychic experiences. Around Los Angeles I'm known as the Psychic Make Up Artist. (we will get into that later) I've been able to sit with people and tell them information only there deceased family members know, and other personal deeply protected information about the person. I can usually "scan" a person within moments of meeting them or seeing them and tell you what issues are going on in their life or what baggage they are carrying. I feel a great "one-ness" with entire rooms or crowds of people. I've been able to see ghostly apparitions when I am in an altered state like out of body, astral travel, light sleeping, etc. I can hear spirits including my deceased mother, best friend, and any one else who gets on the "line". I also hear voices at night; speaking rapidly like blips of conversation. Often I have heard these voices say my name and it has kept me up late some nights as a child-not knowing how to shut it off:) I have obe's all the time and I experience the static noise that most people speak of when having obe's. I also get pain and pressure in my lower back and spine when I have obe's and it hurts! (what is that?) I've seen shadow people in my old Victorian apartment-they are quite scary. I've had conversations with ghosts that have given me information on how to find or contact their loved ones... And I found them. I can remote view, locate lost objects, give guiding advice to people who need help from their spirit guides. Usually I feel I'm speaking with people's spirit guides when a voice begins to feed me pictures in my third eye or minds eye and I hear information. It's all so overwhelming in both positive and frightening ways...
Lately I've been struggling with the controls of my sensitivity. I deal a lot with the public, being a sales exec and a make up artist for the beauty industry. I rarely sit a person down in my chair and don't instantly get a mini "movie" or impression of them in my third eye. If this person is a positive person it can be an enjoyable experience to have a glimpse into their personal energy field. But, if the person is a heavy energy and a sticky or sucky energy, I feel my power being drained as I give them some attention.
Often I've felt dizzy after encountering and interacting with certain people who have the draining energy. I call them "energy vampires"
I need to learn techniques on how to block the energy vampires from draining me. Anyone have any tips?
Also, I know there is a spirit in my apartment. I believe she is an elderly woman who is very paranoid and worrisome. Ever since I moved into my apartment with my husband, I have had changes in my health. I have heart palpitations, I frequently feel drained and tired, crabby, cranky and paranoid. I asked the land lord who live here before and he confirmed my suspicions. He told me an old woman lived in our apt for 30 years and was finally moved to a home years ago when she became sick. Could her energy be causing me to feel this way?
How do I get her out of our apartment?
Also, living in this apartment I've encountered many ghosts-more than usual-in my state of altered consciousness. I'll be having an out of body experience and I will see a spirit... Just the other day there was an elderly African American couple just strolling through my bedroom... They looked at me like I was the one who was out of place!
I've seen a dead prostitute in my bedroom, who wanted to talk, but she was so high and methed out I couldn't understand her...
It goes on.
What I want to know is, how do you know if you have a ghost portal in your house? I think there might be one in our bedroom-I just don't like the vibe in that room or the experiences I've had in it. I always feel like someones watching me.
I will post more of my individual stories later, but for now I would love some feed back about these things...It's Much appreciated and God Bless everyone on this site! Xoxo
There is nothing wrong with you, you are mediums, as well as everybody is, difference is your abilities are far more developed compared to others, but everybody is a medium!
There is several types of mediumships, see spirits (please don't call as ghosts or demons or whatever, just spirits), sense their feelings, healing, write messages (from them) etc
Both posts from Cambria and from 1111IndigoOwl (Erin) are testimonies from this relationship that we have with spiritual world. Looking on Cambria's post I have some answers for you, please note that those answers are not mine they are in "The Spirits' Book" and "The Mediums' Book" - by Allan Kardec. I found a good US web site where you can find both in pdf:
Http://www.ssbaltimore.org/PDF/Spirits.pdf
Http://www.ssbaltimore.org/PDF/Mediums.pdf
I will try to resume some concepts and make easier your understanding, but please take a look on both books will help you a lot.
A Medium (without proper training) is like an antenna, can capture/feel all vibes around (good and "bad").
When you feel pain like you describe, is not a pain caused by a spirit trying to hurt you or beat you, no, you are just feeling what this spirit is feeling, is just an impression that pass when the "contact" ends.
Vampires (from energy) also exist, in both "plans": material plan and spiritual plan. Some of those persons are not aware they are sucking your energy, first you have to think they are your brother and need help, problem at your stage you are not prepare to help them, so pass the job to whom is capable of doing that, good spirits! I don't know how much religious you are, but praying is the best you can do and also ask help from good spirits they will assist you for sure! You can mentalize rain drops of light falling on this person and giving to them the energy they need, don't forget to ask help from good spirits before you do that! Everything you do for good you will be always assisted by good spirits!
Yes you can develop and control your mediumships, but as you enter in a driving school you need first to get all theoretical lessons before doing practice, here works the same way, by this reason I recommend again read above mentioned books!
Spirits are dead people and in most of the case they don't know they died, they simply continue doing their routine and don't realize they are not anymore in the material world. If I understand your post correctly this lady is still in your apartment because she don't know she is a spirit now. You have to pray for the good spirits to help this lady and you have to pray for her too. Some day she will awake and be will be forwarded to a proper place. In case is not what I understand and this lady is still alive in other place, her feelings impregnated your apartment and you feel those energies she left behind, again here is a matter to "clean" your apartment, just pray, let's say that good energy can replace "bad" energy.
There is not a ghost portal at your apartment, as you may understand now after reading above explanations. Spiritual world is in our same dimension the only difference we cannot see them.
I prefer not to say that spirits are dead people, in real people are spirits embodied! Our real life is the spiritual world here is just few years like a school year to learn and evolve. Every life we have here embodied is to climb one more step in a long journey we have until we become perfect beings.
For 1111IndigoOwl (Erin)
You are a bit ahead on your mediumships since you figure out that good spirits are for you all the time when you are doing good thing for others! They will support you always, you have, as all of us have, a mission, a plan for this life. There are goals you set for yourself to accomplish in this life as I mentioned "the school of life" every life we have here embodied is to climb one more step in a long journey we have until we become perfect beings. Probably all those spirits participated/contributed to your plan and they are happy with your achievements.
About people doing horrible things to you it this is common, I will explain why... During our several lifes we meet several different people some of them were relatives or turned into good and close friends as well as we made enemies and people that we don't like each other. Some lifes after you meet those people again and those feelings come again and those horrible things return, or another approaches that also can happens is "enemy" spirits (from other lifes) influence some persons to do horrible things to you.
As I recommended above please read both books you will see yourself and your experiences (good and bad) will make sense.
The most important think is how to use your mediumship, always for good and never turn it into commerce, what you get for free you give for free! Help people, do charity to others (not only embodied persons but for the spirits that are still "ignorant" or asking for help accept this invitation help them!
Lots of light and discipline