Since I was a little girl, I have always felt like someone was watching over me, protecting me. Within this last year alone I seem to have had many strange things that have happened to me.
On my birthday, I just got home with my daughter from an ex boyfriend's house. I walked through the door and began crying. I realized on the drive home, that I never loved him. Perhaps I truly never loved anyone, and I felt trapped in a loveless marriage. Anyway, as I was standing in the entry way I sensed something. Like someone was outside looking at me and deeply concerned. Whoever is was wanted to know what was wrong and how they could fix it. It was such a strong feeling that I stopped crying immediately. I felt as if it was all going to be ok because that someone was there. I also saw a vision. A picture flashed in my mind as if I could see what they saw. I could see myself crying in the entry way of the house through the window in the door at a distance.
One day, I was driving home from college classes in the snow. I was driving too fast for conditions like usual. I was also not paying attention to the road because I was focused on changing the song on my iPod. Anyway, out of nowhere there was a ball of snow thrown at my driver's side windshield. It startled me and got my attention. I looked around to see where it could have come from. No one was around. There were no other cars on the road or even trees that the snow could have fallen from. All kids were in school and it was not snowing. I got the message that someone was trying to tell me to pay attention to the road.
I had a dream that felt so real: I was standing in front of the old fallen barn at my late father's farm. It was a warm night. I lay down on the cool grass and looked up into the sky with the moon shining brightly and then close my eyes. I whispered "I want to be a vampire". Then a male voice whispered "you will be" in my left ear. It was as if he was only a couple inches from me. I immediately jumped up to my feet to find out who answered me. I saw no one except a brown horse running towards me. As it approached me it turned slightly and pushed me, almost stepping on me, with its butt. So it stood between me and the stranger, as if it were blocking me from it. The whole time I felt safe and it wasn't until the horse pushed me that I felt confused. This dream felt so real, but I didn't think much of it until a couple days later at about 6am. I heard someone say my name from behind me while I was lying in bed. The voice was soft, male, and familiar. I was trying to figure out where I had heard the voice before. I turned around and no one was there. It wasn't until later that day when I realized the voice was the same voice I heard in my dream.
I am not sure why these things are happening to me. However, I do feel like whoever it is was the same person in all of these examples. Is there any way I can find out who or what it is?