I'm not sure of when this started, so I'm going to assume that this has been going on all my life. According to my mother when I was two, we were in the dining room for dinner, and I calmly pointed out that there was a man behind her. She told me that I had obviously seen him before, and was quite comfortable with him around, but there was such a man in the room!
Lately, I've been overly paranoid due to things that have been happening to me. A while back, I was laying on my bed, listening to music. It was just a normal night, when I started to see shadows swooping above my head from my peripherals. I looked up to find nothing there, so I calm myself down and go back to my computer. The shadows began again, then I also started to see specks or small orbs of light flash in different places. The orbs were mostly pastels, but sometimes I would note an especially beautiful silver or gold one. My body began to have little pin pricks of pain all over in random spots, and it felt as though my feet were being grabbed at. It wasn't a feeling of really being grabbed, it was sort of like a ghost of a feeling. Sort of like when someone touches you, and you still feel the sensation where they touched you. Also, I was smelling things that weren't there like lavender and tobacco smoke. I was very, very frightened by this, so I began to cry and beg for everything to stop. This came and went in waves for a few hours that night,
Quite recently, I was laying in bed at night after woken up from a short dream that I don't remember at all. It was so hot, and my fan was shaking and making the most irritating noise. All I could think was that the fan was too noisy for me to sleep. Out of the blue, a deep, omnipresent, male voice came from above and simply said, "Try," I knew it wasn't my telly because it was on mute, and everyone else in the house was dead asleep. That same week, I was sitting outside my room remembering the deep voice, trying to get it to speak to me again. It did not, but I did however distinctly hear a woman whisper my name. I had the house to myself, and was not listening to anything at the time. These were not remembering voices, or imagining them, I heard these voices clear as day. I know this for a fact because I have tried time and time again to recreate them in my mind, but it was never to the same effect. It was simply remembering the noise.
Other strange experiences I've been going through have been going on for the longest time. They have no particular pattern either. There are things that I just know. Someone will ask me a question and leave out the most important part, but I just know that what they want. Or there will be a question on a test that I don't know anything about, but I simply answer the one that I know is right. I once wrote an essay on novel I never read based off of a three line prompt, but got 100% on it. Now, these I believe are simply me having good deductive skills, but are still something I wonder about.
These, however, I have no such explanation for. I'll have a dream about something, wake up, have something stick out to me, then with in the day or the next few weeks, something will happen that will tie in perfectly with what stood out to me. Sometimes things happen straight from my dreams! Once I dreamt of a little girl being added to my girl scout troop, and the next day at the meeting here comes the same exact girl from my dream! I was completely shocked. I had never seen, met, or heard of her before. I didn't even know the girl's name until she got to the meeting. Also, when dreaming, I know I'm dreaming, but it's all so real to me, so I just go with the flow of things. At the times when I suddenly wake up things, I still feel the sensations I felt while dreaming, like a door handle in my hands. With particularly vivid dreams, I'll have thoughts of wonderment while doing something, like, "Wow! I'm running really smoothly." And I still remember those to this day.
I'm fairly certain that I'm just imagining things, and I'm really not psychic, but I can't help but wonder.
Are you still there? I would like to comunicate with you about how are you today in 2017, with those "psychic" experiences... For lack of better word.
Here, I appreciate your lucidity (it is intelligence/consciousness for me) and not rushing into easy (man-manufactured) conclusions too fast...
Hmm, anyone who is interested into psychological clarity/relevant critical thinking I invite you to check out the eofproject on fb or whatever
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