To start off. Ever since like 2 years ago I've been having really vivid dreams, I can remember every detail in the dream. In my dreams I think I've went to places where dead people are. And I think I've even saw my dead miscarried son in my dream telling me everything will be okay when me and my twinflame weren't talking and it was my twinflame baby until this day I didn't tell him I miscarried his child. He came to my dreams twice, I haven't seen him since.
I always get the feeling in my body like I don't belong here and when ever I look into the mirror I question who am I why am I here and I get scared. When I ever I think of God how he came to be to make us it scares me also. I think I have been having past life dreams also and also have a lot of deja vu.
I've been having dreams but they didn't feel like dreams I was awaken I felt like I was floating over my bed. This sleep paralysis has been happening since I meet my twinflame. I can feel him his thoughts I can even feel when he's about to call me or text me. We've had been making love on a spiritual level astral projection. I could here his voice his touch. I've also been seeing 11:11 A LOT LATELY.
Another thing is I have been having visions lately the last one I had was about red balloons Does anybody know what that could mean? I've also been hearing a voice recently about two days ago telling me to wake up or other thing's I couldn't make out. Is it my spirit guide coming through closer and closer. I have seen a shadow move around my room before. My grandmother has psychic dreams and my dad has seen spirits before. I was just wondering am I having a psychic awakening are my abilities becoming stronger? Has anybody else had these experiences and what has happened to you? Will my abilities become stronger?