My story, well, I would say about 15 years ago was the first time I actually told somebody of something I "saw" before it happened. My boss, had a friend who killed himself. I "saw" this friend, mailing letters to all his loved ones beforehand. Putting the letters in the mail...etc. I happened to tell my friend the day I found out this friend died, "I bet he mailed letters to everyone". I've never seen that on tv, nor heard of anybody doing that before. I "saw" him in a vision I guess. Two days later, the police were summoning my boss's letter that was mailed to him by this friend. As this friend that committed suicide mailed several.
Another time, I told of what I "saw", was a picture was taken of myself at a trade show. I looked at it, saw my wrists, and "saw" it being snapped... Or broken. I told my friend "man my wrist are just so frail, looks like they could just snap". This was in July, by the next March, I was kicked by my horse, put up my hand, and my wrist was snapped and broken.
I can't even remember all the stories...I'm trying to document them now. As I psychic friend of mine, has told me in talking with her for the last several years, I tell her things before they happen. Or things that I am not supposed to know, I'll tell her (regarding a boyfriend that would speak with her regarding me). Small things, like knowing where a cop car is sitting so I slow down. Or knowing that deer are going to cross in front of me. So, she has told me I definitely have a gift... And instead of hiding it, or throwing it away as coincidence...I've been accepting it... Instead of being embarrassed by it.
Another incident, a friend cheated on her husband. He found out and she couldn't figure out how he knew all these things. I "saw" him putting a program on the computer that detected all emails, chats, im's etc. Turns out, that was what happened, and how he found out.
Now, for the first time ever, I had a dream Monday night. I barrel race, and it was about a friend who was running her horse to the first barrel at another friend's house... And her horse went down at the barrel, smacking her head off the barrel (kind of a fear I always have)...it seemed she broke her nose or something. My other friend's husband, ran to this woman, holding her face, and running by me... Very Vivid, I could see the blood spurting from my other friend's nose/other friends hubby's hand as they ran by me. Tuesday, while riding at the friends house (not the one that got hurt in dream, one who's husband it was)...as we finished riding, her hubby came over after being in the field. He had cut his hand on a knife while cutting a twine from a bail of hay... Almost cut his thumb off. Blood was spurting everywhere. In my dream, I remember focusing on his hand, but more the blood... Which in the dream I thought it was my other friends nose. I'd love to figure out how to decipher these things. As I know dreams aren't exactly the way they will happen in real life.
I'm trying to remember all incidents to document. So I can better grasp it. I've been told admitting it, will help things develop more. Which seems to be the case since I have accepted it...it's happening more. But never when I try. IF I try for answers... Nothing do I "see". It's only when I'm kind of spaced out... Perhaps my mind is more open to visions coming in. I don't know. I'd love some help. And really, I'd love to help people with it. I'm trying to find a Mounted Equestrian Search and Rescue team to join. To help find people, kids, elderly, etc. When they are lost in the woods, etc. I love horses, and would love to put the two together. I certainly would never want to make money using the gift, but rather to help others. I just don't know how to control it. I don't want to tell too many. As some think it freaky. My husband already can tell, as I'll answer him before he even asks a question.