I'm Kelsey and I'm fifteen and really confused. When I was younger I always thought the whole paranormal, physic thing was cool and always wished it would happen to me. Well as back far as I can remember I have always had these strange, almost specks that I always see. It's really hard to explain but they are always their unless I go outside. I get eye exams but I have never told them about this. They have never found anything wrong. Does anyone else know what this could be?
Also when I was about ten or so I would have weird dreams that would come true in a way. I remember one where these girls where playing with a doll house and it caught on fire and we had to stomp it out. The next day on the news there was some fire someplace and at school we had a fire drill.
Another dream I had was my friend and I were in a hippie van (yes I know that's weird) and she touched a gun and it started firing. About a month later on the news a cop was trying to get a gun off of someone's roof and it shot some of his figures off. I know I had more dream back then but I can remember them. I still have dreams that come true just not as frequent.
Also I have started seeing things out of the corner of my eye again. Whenever I go back to see what was there, whatever I may have seen disappears. Sometimes it feels like I'm being watched. I guess it could be my imagination. I was told that I have ADHD (Attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder). Could this have anything to do with it? Also I have found small scratches that I don't remember getting nothing huge but it's still strange.
Basically my last odd thing is that I know when people in my family have died. I remember the first time it was with my pop. I was pretty young. I remember waking up and kind of distressed in the middle of the night, like I knew something bad was going to happen. My sister was telling me to go back to sleep and she got me some tea but I went out in my living room to see a large portion of my family there. Shortly after we got a phone far that he had passed away.
Now this year I have known twice when someone has died. First it was my great grandmother. We all called her GG. She was 90 something and her health was going down hill fast. My family visited her when she was at her worst. I had to really convince my mom to let me see her. It was pretty sad to see a love one slipping away from you. When we went home, it sounds really weird but I saw a pale rainbow of colors in the clouds and I knew she would be letting go soon. That night we got a call saying she had died. It wasn't nearly as bad at the funeral I knew she wasn't in pain anymore.
Also I have a great aunt Mary-Ann. Or she's some how related to me and I saw the strange clouds to when she passed away.
And I also get the gut feelings, the deja vu, and little things like that. I think I may be a bit of an empath. I can read people really well. Thank you so much for bothering to read all of this and anything you can tell me would be a huge help. This stuff is kind of weird and scary but I think I want to make it a part of my life. Thank you so much again!
~Kelsey
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I decided to research premonitions today, because I have just had the strangest phone call. Last night, I had a dream that as I stood in a garden, I saw someone I know standing at the edge of a pond laughing. When I looked to see what they were laughing at, I was horrified to see a cat, tangled under the edge of a shed, with water under it, it sort of hung over this pond and the cat was trappend just underneath. The water was thick with mud and black and oily. I asked why this person didn't help and he just laughed. I got so angry that I found a long stick and waded into the thick oily water to help the cat, who was just managing to keep it's head above the water. I dreamt this over and over, each time with a different ending.Once,the cat was pleased and recognised me and followed me about, the next time it didn't want to know and ran off, and the last time, I couldn't save it. I woke myself up and still could not stop thinking of this dream, so I got up to get myself a glass of water and turn down the heating, my phone said it was just after 6am. My mum just called to tell me that my cat was hit by a car in the early hours of this morning and died.
I have had similar experiences in the past but not really given them too much thought. I have woken a few times recently in floods of tears, and not been able to shake such a sad feeling all day, when normally I am a very happy, grounded person.
Last year, I went to a tarot reading with some friends for a bit of fun. I had my cards read and went back to see my mates. Like I said, I'm a "see it to believe it" person, so when it was quieter and another person offered a reading I took them up on the offer to see what they had to say. I was more than suprised when they pretty much gave me an identical reading. They told me that a female mother figure, though not my mother wasn't well but that they would be supported by someone who is usually weaker. And that a situation or person I was in/with that had the most bearing on my life at the time, would not turn out to be right for me. The next day my mother phoned to tell me my gran had been diagnosed with cancer and that my granddad was with her, and a week later I found out that my long term partner had been unfaithful and so I had to leave my home,friends,job etc behind. (actually...reading this back, I'm starting to wish my mum would stop calling me! Hahaha)
The reason I'm writing this on your page, rather than the others I have read today, is because I was intrigued by what you wrote about your eyes. I too have flashes out of the corner of my eyes. I feel mad for actually writing this! But I used to talk to my dad about the "white blurs". They took me to get my eyes checked and found nothing, but I still get them. I also used to see shapes moving, like little sparkles, not on their own, but as a whole section, moving in circles. I also have regular deja vu. And most recently, I am in a new relationship. I commented only two days ago to my friend, that several times a day, I will be in the middle of texting him/phoning him, and a text will come through from him at that very moment. I thought it may have been just my phone delaying msgs, but it only ever happens with him. I also have a dream a lot, more so when I was younger, and it became so frequent that I would even start having it whilst awake.it's more of a feeling than anything else, but something to do with big rollers, or large round cylindrical objects, giant things, that feel too big for this space, they are sort of... (for want of a better word,) throbbing. And peaple are shouting and screaming, there's a feeling of panic, and these things, or this feeling whatever it is just keeps getting bigger and bigger. I get really panicky and have to go to do something like walk or clean to take my mind of it. I haven't had it so often lately though. Wonder if anyone can shed any light on this. Thanks for letting me vent 😁