I've heard a lot about soul mates and twin flames. A soul mate is someone who is going to help you in some way in life; either being a friend, family member, or lover. While a twin flame is literally your other half, your other part of your soul, who you are spiritually connected to telepathically.
Have you ever had a day where all of a sudden you feel sick and you don't know why? And even if you are an empath and know no one else is sick you still feel it? Well that's your connection with your twin flame. I never really believed in this twin flame stuff until it started happening.
I started seeing someone in my head sort of, he looked as if he was astral projecting but only for me to see. He had black hair the swooped along his forehead while the rest hung around his shoulders, blue eyes, pretty buff but not huge, and was about 3-4 years older than me. His clothes changed everyday pretty much. I first started seeing him from when I started meditating but after about 2 meditations I would see him pop up every where on different occasions.
We spoke very few words when I would see him, it was like every time I looked into his eyes I knew instantly what he was feeling and the very few words that are spoken is "I love you." Which is weird because well I haven't even met him, and when I first said it, it felt like I wasn't saying it, more so like a past me.
Anyways the closer I get to finding out who he is, which I think I may or may not know, I 'see' him less, when I get closer to finding him he visits less...
All I want to know is, could he be my twin flame? Or just a soul mate? And if so when am I going to meet him?
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But, anyhow, most of the stories I've read on here are familiar to what I am going thru. Let me elaborate more on that.
A year after divorce, I've changed a lot in many different ways. I've learned how to forgive everyone no matter the situation, stand on my own two feet without help from anyone else, keep my head up high and accept everything that life brings my way. I believe every single thing that has happened, happened for a reason.
About 2 to 3 months before I met this special person, I sensed some kind of weird feelings that kind of got me thinking, "what in the world?"
Out of no where, I felted lonely, sad and empty. I didn't understand why at all. And that feeling would come and go very often. And as days comes by, it got stronger and stronger. No matter if I was eating, in the shower, talking to family or whatever that I was doing. That feeling would hit me.
Then, when I finally met that special person, everything became more unexplainable. He actually called me out of no where and claimed that one of my friend gave him my number. I hung up on him SO MANY times and told him I don't have time for games. But he never gave up. But, one day, his wife called and pretended that she had a missed call from my number and she was just calling to see if I had called. I had told her, "No."
Then, about 5 minutes later, he called. He sounded like he had lost a very close family member. I had asked him what was the matter, but he said it was nothing and he is fine. BUT, at the moment, I sensed it off that it was his wife that called. And I didn't even know he was married. So, I told him that I am going to be a b**** and hang up cuzz I don't have time for his bs. About 2 hours later, he called back. And I don't know what was going through my mind, but I picked up. From that moment on... (I don't even know how to explain the feelings. Please do excuse me for that.)
But what I do know is that I can feel him most of the time. Like, when he is hurt or going through a tough time at home with his wife. When he misses me, I can feel it. And when we're both together, there is this very positive and high energy between us.
I remembered the first time we held hands and kissed. That hand that I held, it felted like I held my own hand. And that kiss, it was like no other kiss. It was like energy to my soul. Ever since then, every time I look at him, it's like I'm looking at myself.
A few weeks down, I found the courage to ask him a simple question. I had asked him, " (his name), how do you feel when you hold my hands and when you are talking to me?"
He answered, "honestly, when I hold your hand, it is like I'm holding mine. And when I talk to you, it's like I'm talking to myself."
His answers was how I felt when I first held and kissed him. I did freaked me out, honestly. But I didn't say anything about it.
One thing that me and him were having a hard time controlling was parting from each other. Every time we kissed each other goodbye for the day or night, we can feel that sad energy surrounding us. And it's not one of those, "awwww, I don't want you to go yet."
It's a really strange and sad feeling that I have never felt before in my whole entire 28 years of my life. Kind of like trying to part to magnets. But we both never stop each other from going home. We both have patience there. We both know we are going to come back together one way or another.
And then, there are some other strange stuff that I realize but never said anything to him about it. It might be a coincidence only, but who knows. Well, his wife, every time when he is out with me she, would blow up his phone. Whether it is 2 hours or 3 hours, she would call and text him the whole entire time. So, one night, he got frustrated and decided to go home. When he got home, whatever she was doing, she fell into a pot hole and broke both of her legs. It's not just that time. There are times when she would end up hurt or end up something wrong when she is trying to stop him from seeing me. And I'm sure he realize it, too, because he did say to me once that it seem kind of weird that every time she acts up, something goes wrong with her.
During those few days when she broke her legs, she did see a psychic, too. And that psychic must of told her a lot, because she stopped everything that she was doing before. She did mentioned to her husband that she spoke to that psychic & that psychic did tell her that she was never the one for her husband. And that he only took her in because he cared for her, but the love was never there. Then she told him that after her son is old enough and her legs heal, she is leaving.
But, of course, she did harassed me first. And I totally understand her and won't stop her from harassing me. I know I am wrong for doing this to her. I should know better. I do feel very sorry for everything that has happened to her. Like, broken legs. Most important part is, I am very sorry that I hurt her heart. It is not natural in me to hurt others feelings. And I feel very bad for it, BUT what is happening between me and him is way beyond my control. I even try ignoring his calls and even try to tell him to not see me no more for the sake of others. BUT when he hurt, I hurt. And that hurt is not like any other hurt I have felted before.
I wish I was able to control all this, but I can't if this was meant to be. Even though I can't control these feelings, I would never tell him to leave his marriage. Or be inpatient. If he and his wife are together for whatever reasons from the past life, then I'll let them pay their dues first. I'll be patient until they both handle their business first.
I guess it is true what some other psychic had mentioned. If someone is really your twin flame, you would never have the feeling of wanting to manipulate and would always have patience. And if at any point manipulation is put out and patience are not there, then you're really not ready for your twin flame.