All of these strange happenings started when I turned 13 (which was 9 months ago).
I think I have always had what ever I do have since I was born but it lay dormant for a while. Let me start with when ever someone gets into a fight I feel their anger and irritation and when it's doubled with my own I usually end up crying. My mom always calls me melodramatic because of it. Also when ever a lot of people are excited or nervous I can feel it. For example I'll walk into a cafeteria and instantly feel hyper, because everyone else is happy. Another one would be; one time my friend walked up to me and I instantly felt like throwing up, so I asked her if she was OK. She replied that she felt sick. Sometimes I can even feel what the ghost in my house do. I know it's not mine emotion because one time I'll be happy then all of a sudden start crying or laughing. I can't control what ever this is, but he only happens every 1-4 days. I want to learn on how I could develop it.
Ether things have started to happen. For one I can sense entities in my house, while no one else can. I'll see orbs sometimes or black shadows out of the corner of my eye. I feel cold spots on me sometimes and hear and feel breathing on me. I also hear tapping and rustling in my walls sometimes though only once in a while, but it only happens in my room and no one else. The 2 time I ever meditated I saw a little girl and her father a name popped up in my head "Annie." I also saw a teenager named "Max" and my great grandmother. The weird thing about it is I always thought the entities were of a man, little girl, teenage girl, and teenage boy. It's hard to explain but whenever they were here I would just know that they were a boy or girl and around what age they were; but nothing else.
The last thing that's been happening is that I'll get flashbacks of the past, sometimes of places I've never been. I'll also think of something for example one day I just thought randomly of subways two days later my mom offered to take us. Or I'll feel a gut feeling that something bad is going to happen, and bingo! Me and my friend get into a fight. I also get deja Vu feelings all the time. And sometimes while I'm lying in bed all see the whole day in my head, then what I saw happens. It makes the day quiet boring, if you already saw what would happen.
One last thing is if I concentrate on myself I'll see a faint yellow, bluish color surrounding me. I think it's my aura; if it is why is it that color? And what does that color mean?
A lot of coincidences seem to happen; and lately I don't think any of them are.
If anyone can help me develop what I have, or even tell me what I have would be great. I'm confused and a bit scared because when I tried to tell my friends they thought I was joking. One even thought I was crazy and went behind my back and told people that I was. I would just really like the help.
Im almost 14
A few weeks ago I was going to bed when I felt something like a warm patch in the air (I have found out its then energy from sprits eg the out side of there aura) I relised it was sprits I asked them to give me a sign that I'm not crazy and there real. Then my books fell off my desk, I decided to go around the room and feel the sprits. Then my arm started hurting so I went to bed I did this for a week and at the end my arm was always saw and that's when I would go to sleep. I decided to tell my twin sister... But I don't think the sprits liked this... My room went ice cold I could no longer feel the warmth of the sprits. I felt cold my body started hurting then a lot of my energy was taken from my arm I could not move it. My twin sister can tell me what my angle says to me through cards. It said that I need to be carful because no one should get to close to the dead because I do not want to contact bad sprits but it also said that I should not forget about them and dismiss them. Also when my sister tryed to give me energy she sucked it from me. (I can give away energy and take it away from peoples aruas I can also feel peoples auras and see peoples auras)