Some things to me are scary and confusing, I often wonder if they are real.
I was eating dinner with my family. The TV was on. My sister was watching a stupid show. The lottery came on. In my house this channel wasn't usually on. As I watched the little white spheres go down. I thought of a number 13. But it was a number that just came to me randomly. I started to think "hey, this could be fun thinking I have a new ability and all." The numbers where coming down, right in my head a new number came 12. It was 12 that was the number, the last number. My whole body became frozen. I turned completely white and had horrible stomach pains shoot through me. I turned to my parents they had a glow to them, one I haven't seen and then it hit me. The images in my head were flowing in and I could see straight to their past together.
I excused myself from the table.
Things like this have happened to me more than once. The other things I have seen are when I look at someone, I can see straight to their past, even if it's just a little experience, these are very scary sometimes. Most of these come and go as they please. I am pretty good about reading energy off of people. Even their emotions are very "aware" to me. I do have to concentrate if I want to see more of it. But sometimes it always doesn't work. I know I'm different but I really would like to learn a lot more. I have no clue what I am, if I am anything...
Could someone help me with advice? I don't know much about any of this stuff.