I believe in reincarnation. And I can tell if someone else has been reincarnated. My friend found out about my ability and asked me to use it to help her. At first, she didn't believe me. So I used my ability and she freaked out and left me alone.
Weeks go by and she goes out of her way to seek me out and she asked me to use it on her again because she's convinced that she was a terrible person in another life and she believes in me now. I told her that if that's true, you can't change the past, but you can change the future. She begged me to use my power, but there wasn't much time. So I told her to wait. The only problem is, I don't want to do it.
I'm scared of what I'll see. Or to be more accurate, feel. And I have to touch her head to do it. But the main reason I don't want to do it is because I think that we were together and someone killed whoever she was then. And it hurts me emotionally to know that happened.
I already told her that I am reluctant and she just said that she believes in me and I can do it. I mean, she can't force me to, but I don't want to let her down. Especially since she went out of her way and believes in me. I don't want to pretend to do it or I'll break her trust. I haven't really seen her since then.
But I don't know if I should trust her. Because if what she thinks is true, then I don't know if she'll freak out again and leave me alone forever. And I don't want that to happen.
It's been two days since I've seen her so far. What should I do? Should I grit my teeth, buck up and do it? Or should I refuse to do it?
If you feel uncomfortable of using your abilities at your friends requests, then tell your friend how you truly feel and tell your friend that you're not ready yet... It's best to be truthful about something than to hurt yourself holding it back.
I understand that your friend feels eager to learn more about themselves but they should understand your feelings about it as well.
I hope I helped.