Mental Travel

I have had some experiences that have happened that I'm unsure how I am able to do this. Sometimes I will daze out and it seems a movie plays for me in front of my eyes... And I see people and events happen to people that I love and within about 6 months, it comes to pass as I have seen. I do agree that sometime by telling someone it can change it... But I have looked and looked for answers to another thing that happens or I do in wake state or meditation.

I seem to move at great speed, stopping and going faster, like one, for example, I seem to be going upward in the starry sky and as I focus on this one light much brighter than the others, I gain speed it seems and then I tell myself "wow slow down" and I do. The light becomes blinding almost literally burns my eyes it seems, but while I'm in there I can see others, everything is bright even the people I see. I don't get to stay very long.

One time I followed through this bright white tunnel and when I got to the other side I looked out to see beautiful blue skies with the odd white cloud, the feeling of calm and happiness came over me but then it was over, I broke concentration. While I'm doing these things, I feel safe but sometimes when I'm going to look in the light, I see other things on the way there that have scared me.

I have been looking for someone to chat with about this to better understand what's happening and maybe how to stay longer and or speak to them. I have heard them talk to me, the closest thing I found that explains it is the teaching of ECK but it doesn't explain it exactly the same as what I seem to do.

When these things first started happening, I thought maybe I was going crazy but I am very normal other than seeing hearing and feeling things that not everyone else does.