My name is Mar'Quise and I am 17 years old. I don't know what answers I'm looking for, but you will by the end of this story. My psychic abilities are a wide range of things, but I will try not to keep you for to long.
I can remember having different experiences as young as 2 years old. I remember sitting on the couch and seeing an unknown man in the corner of the room. When I asked my mother who he was she told me there was no one there. He then spoke to me and when I spoke back it was as if he could not hear me. For a long time I could not understand it but things of that nature kept happening to me as I got older.
When I was around 13 I asked my mom about my experiences, because by then I was seeing spirits, spirits were speaking to me, I saw the future in my dreams, I could pick up on different feelings in rooms, I could hear people say certain things that they were thinking, and I could see colors around people. So my mom immediately took me to a mental health facility. After a long time they concluded that there was nothing wrong with me, other than a few anger issues.
After the whole mental health thing my mom said that I was born with a veil over my eyes, and that she believes me. I sometimes get scared of the spirits, and I do not know how to control any of my abilities. They just come and go as they please. I looked online for help and many websites say to meditate. I try meditating but after a few minutes in I get these unexplainable sensations, and I get very hot forcing me to stop which makes me immediately cool down.
I guess what I am looking for is answers to what is happening to me during meditation, how can I learn to control all of my abilities? Should I be scared of spirits that do as they please, and how do I speak back to the spirits? I know this is a lot of stuff, but if anyone could offer me any help I would really appreciate it.
I read you have bad headaches. If you are "open" and it sounds like you are, you will pick up on spirits who have died from a brain tumour, or you can pick up on someone else's migraine. You need to protect yourself and it sounds like you know how to do this, but it might be the case your a little lazy.
It is usually the case the spirit does most of the communication. They are in charge of what they want to say to you. You can ask them a question, occasionally they will answer.
I will be happy to answer any more questions.
Luv & Light
Ruth - medium 3 years