I'm here looking for help, or others like me, I feel like I'm the only one, as if I can't tell anybody. I have been surfing the web looking for answers, I'm grateful to have run into this web site.
THE GOOD PART: I have seen and heard deceased people since I was born I'm guessing, which I am not scared, I've actually had a friend before who died before I was even born, my grandfather (who was already deceased) once gave me the whole set of lotto numbers, but by the time he was done talking, I could only remember 3 numbers (I hit the 3 numbers). I know the difference between seeing deceased people and actual angels, because when I see these "angels" they appear different from the deceased because they are white in color, they appear larger in size and have more mist floating around them, THEY DO NOT HAVE A STRONG PHYSICAL APPEREANCE like the deceased. Deceased people look like themselves but have a grey aura to them, and they still have feelings.
THE BAD PART: Angels and good spirits are not the only things contacting me... But in the end good always wins. I don't like to talk about it (I feel it's better not to acknowledge it). But I'm looking for answers or someone going through the same thing, so I'm ready to tell you if you're willing to listen. HELP.
THE KNOWING PART: At first it was called "deja vu", then soon realized it was more then that. This is when I understood what was really happening to me. The first time it happened, I was visiting the home of an ex boyfriend. I was in the backyard talking to his older brother when I said, wait a minute... I'm having deja vu, and he said about what? And I said "gun shots"... but we just kind of disregarded it and about 15 minutes later the gun shots! About 5 of them, someone shot a gun at the neighbors house in the front yard.
THE "PHYSICAL" PART: My first physical experience was when I was maybe 10 or 11 years old, I was standing in my aunt's hallway, NOBODY was home and I was hungry. Across the street was a small burger stop, I wanted so much to eat a burger but was greatly saddened because I had no money. Then as I was walking down the hallway of the house I wished I had money for a burger, and thought how would I get it, all I needed was $1.50... then I felt something fall on top of my head and onto the ground, I got startled and looked at what it was, it was exactly a one dollar bill and two quarters.
THE "SMELL" PART: I have the ability to smell a person's aura, even after they have passed away. I don't have to look far for someone because I know when they are close by, or if they have just left. I can actually follow someone by not looking at them if I know their smell already. As for the deceased, that's my favorite because my 2 grandmother's do not show themselves to me like my grandfather does, but instead they smother me with their smell, their aura... And that's always a delight.
THE EMOTIONAL PART: I thought I was depressed and even seeked counseling, I was crying and feeling things I could not explain when there was no reason to! Then stupid me barely realized a couple of years ago that they were not my emotions but the emotions of other people surrounding me. I figured this out when one night when I was overcome with sadness, but this time I saw the person in my head, it was a friend of mine in Spain, he was sitting with his head down at a desk in his bedroom with a dim light. I turned my phone on and confirmed that it was him. I know now how to see the people to the hits of emotions I get.
I would like to go into detail with anybody willing to listen, these are some simple and nice examples of what I go through, but it's actually more serious then what I have written here. There is more... strange and unexplainable things, i really wish i could say everything to someone who will listen. I've been alone through this...
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