I am floating up at a steady rate and find myself surrounded by spheres. The spheres are made up of stars, and in the form of an atom very large, some look like they are a few hundred miles in diameter, very pretty, then I am in a room with very large windows floor to ceiling. This energy looking green, glowing, but floating in front of me, forms arms reaching out to touch my energy. I calmly say no please, I am a mother of two beautiful children, I say my children's names, and sense a strange feeling that the energy caused when touching my energy. I calmly say I have these children and start talking about how old they are, and then I find I am slowly floating down and down and leaving that place.
I sense a returning feeling to my body, and open my eyes, but I still have these sensations in my mind that I had traveled away from EARTH! I distinctively feel I was not in a place that has matter, or in our Milky Way, it was in a different way of thinking that requires calmness and clear thoughts. The little fear I had when the energy touched mine was immediately reacted to and that is when I started to descend.
I regretted feeling fear when opening my eyes, and felt like I died, I thought to myself what was going to happen if I didn't react with fear? I wanted to know what was going to happen, lying there with my eyes open, and yet I felt extremely calm and not overly excited, I did not know what I had just dreamed and was very confused what it meant. I wondered if it was a message that I was going to die? Was it the future I visited and was that someone I know a spirit wanting to contact me that passed away in the future? I didn't know what it meant. I never dreamed anything like this before.
I googled out of body experiences and was completely shocked to discover I had an actual dream that others have had. I have never read any books on this, and or watching any shows, I did not know at all anything about this type of dream, then I felt lucky I did dream it.
But now I am worried, because I have a swelling feeling in my head this is a few months later, and I don't know if it is a dream to say that I am going to die soon. I am not happy about this, and I want to live a long life and become a grandmonther one day, and I don't want to leave this earth anytime soon!