Spirits With Me

By Ciel
(1 stories) (2 posts) (the author is a middle age adult)
Date: 2009-01-07
Country: United States
State: California
Category: Astral Projection / OBE / NDE

I have ALWAYS had the feeling of being watched since I was 3 and would see a particular dark shadow no matter where we moved and as of recently (past 5 years) have gotten extremely uncomfortable with my experiences. At this point in my life (mid twenties) I don't know if I'm just feeding a childhood fear or are there actually spirits with me?

I have had several experiences of being pulled or lifted out of my bed in that asleep yet awake phase in sleep. Hearing a loud boom/pop in my ear after the experience. Most recently, I have felt something in bed with me. A month ago I felt something behind me as I slept, that wrapped its arms around me. When it did that, I felt this buzz/jolt electric vibration sensation through me. I also felt immense heat underneath me. I was terrified but couldn't move because I was technically still asleep so I started praying in my head for it to go away and forced myself to wake up. When I did wake up I got up and slept in another room. I had a similar experience yesterday. I was in that same asleep but awake state, where I saw a man lying next to me but I only saw him through this veil and I felt him hold my left hand and got the same electric sensation. I once again started praying for him to go away.

Every so often whenever I have an ominous experience, I will call on my mother as I sleep and have also met up with her. I usually explain the experience or dream to her and she will provide me with an answer if she can. Mind you this happens as I sleep. She is alive and in my opinion, has intuitive ability.

I have been trying to control what I sense but it seems to amplify when late evening comes along and the lights are off. I just get this immense feeling that something is with me. It's gotten to the point where I need a source of light e.g a television to fall asleep comfortably. Any thoughts?

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Sunspotter (6 stories) (109 posts)

16 years ago (2009-01-18)

Oh god, I know how being watched by something feels. I know I mentioned this already in another comment, but being followed/stalked by a ghost while you sleep is NOT fun. I get stalked by some 1800's farmer ghost EVERY night I go to bed. I don't know if it is specific to just my ghost, but my cat scares it off. My suggestion is if you have a cat, lock him/her in your room. If you don't have a cat, go buy one 😜

Edmund (578 posts)

16 years ago (2009-01-15)

Ciel... Well its just that astral projection might be scary at first but the experience should be free from any sort of evil. The reason is its more dangerous when projecting to deal with any sort of evil spirit is because of your newness to the astral plane. If you get sucked out of your body by a spirit that's obv. Bad and you would need to protect your self with prayers... That's a whole different monster so to speak! Anne's site is full of info. Safe Journeys!

Ciel (1 stories) (2 posts)

16 years ago (2009-01-10)

Hey AnneV,
Thanks, I will check out your site. The information you gave is extremely helpful. How do I control this though, and do you think these experiences or fear of these experiences are causing my sleep anxiety.

Ciel (1 stories) (2 posts)

16 years ago (2009-01-10)

Hi Edmund,
I believe it's more subconscious, since I am not telling myself to do this. I don't believe that my most recent experience was a dark entity since I felt myself lift and not taken or pulled but other experiences where I literally felt as if my body was being dragged out of bed or pulled up a wall, yeah I would say some sort of entity was present light or dark a cannot say. Any incite would be helpful.

Edmund (578 posts)

16 years ago (2009-01-07)

Ciel... My question is... Do you feel like it is you consciously or subconciously having a O.B.E. Or do you feel when you are in the sleep state that its the dark entity who is displacing you from your body?

AnneV (4 stories) (1064 posts) mod

16 years ago (2009-01-07)

I'm the author of the content on this site but also a sister site (www.astralvoyage.com). All of your symptoms are classic hypnogogic, catatonic, pre-projection experiences. The vibration, boom sounds (sometimes sounds like a gun), the visitor, etc. Are all related to the slight separation of your etheric body from your physical one. In this state we can see through closed eye-lids, see entities if they are present, communicate telepathically if someone else is sleeping with us, etc.

Since you're naturally inclined towards this, there is only so much you can do to stop it. One is to do what most people do which is drug themselves but this is hardly a developed spiritual path. What I did was do research and take it to the next level. Go to my other site and start reading about what this is (basically pre astral projection symptoms). There are also numerous excellent authors like Robert Monroe and William Buhlman that have interesting and informative books on this.

When I say "take it to the next level", what I mean is, this is a pre-separation condition. I wrote an article here: http://www.astralvoyage.com/projection/Catatonic.html. You can work on turning this state into the next state by following the beginner's guide here: http://www.astralvoyage.com/projection/beginners.html

There is a lot of free and good info out there so you should have plenty of opportunities to learn more about what you're going through.

Best to you,
Anne

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