Troubled Psychic

hi
I joined this site so I could write to you and find other people who might understand me. I know when people are going to die too. It is a little different for me than the way you said it works for you. I have two ways that it works for me. If it is something I know, like I know my name or where I live, then it is a done deal, so to speak. But when it comes in a dream, it is my chance to change the outcome. I have only been lucky enough to have three dreams. One was my great grandma who died because no one believed me, and the others have been about friends who needed warnings (and took them and are still alive). But the warnings were clear, that if they weren't careful, they were going to die. The warnings always come with a window of time attached to them. When it is something I know, I usually feel it physically. I take on the pain of the person dying. I really hate this. If I don't say anything then the pain stays. It is kind of like I need to get it out of me to get rid of it. One time a friend was pregnant, and everytime I was around her, I felt like I was choking. It kept getting tighter and tighter over a few days to the point where I could hardly breathe, until I finally told her that I was afraid for her baby, and that the emblical cord was wrapped around the baby's neck. Once I said something, my pain stopped. Of course she didn't believe me, but assured me that the baby was fine and still moving. About a week later, she had to deliver a still born baby that was 6 months old. She is no longer my friend because of this. Not that she blames me, but when she got pregnant a second time, she said she couldn't be my friend anymore. This is just one example of how it works for me. I just thought I would share that with you because I have spent so many years feeling alone and wondering why this is information that I know. I don't want to know it. I always wish I could have a "happy gift" instead of being like the grim reaper or something. I don't really know how to help you but just know that you are not alone, and it doesn't get any better, but it does get easier. Only because you will become more comfortable with your ablity and come to some type of understanding with yourself.

I wanted to comment on Mish posted about an obligation to listen to your dreams and talk to the person you have dreamed about. I too have had the craziest, weirdest, most irrelevant dreams which I promptly ignored. Until they came true! I've learned that even if the dream doesn't always make sense to me right away (and they rarely do) that I should still pay attention to them. Weird how this precognitive dreaming thing works.

Hello,
I read your comment and I have to tell you that you are not alone. I 2 have dreams that come true. It truly is a "gift". The unfortunate reality of life is that we all die, it is nothing to be afraid of. The Tibetan book of the dead describes in detail what happens to us after we go. One thing it says is that a person can hear us for the first 49 days after they pass. So in Tibet, a family will call in a priest and that person will sit with the dead and read the book of the dead to them. Telling that person what is happening to them. Telling them that they are dead and that they should not be afraid. There is a lot more 2 it, but if you are interested check it out.
What I want to say to you is that there is a reason you are receiving those special messages. Maybe you should make friends with your gift. If you accept it, it will not matter so much anymore what your mom thinks.
People are usually afraid of what they don't understand, so until you are confident in your ability, only speak to people who you feel are supportive.
I have learned the hard way that I have a responsibility to voice myself to the person I dream about. Once I dreamed about someone I had not met. I had an awful feeling in the dream. When I saw this person a few weeks later, (he moved in to the same building I was working in) I had an opportunity to speak to him, but I was 2 timid. I wanted to ask him a few questions. Questions that came up in the dream,...before that awful feeling came in. I will always regret not talking to him, because he killed himself a few months later.
I know now,... That even if what I dream seems irrelevant to me. I always mention it to whomever the dream was about. Usually it is significant to them.:)
You are not alone my dear. Many people share your abilities. What you do with your gift is
Up to you. The fact that you are empathic can be very difficult, you should learn to protect yourself. It can be very hard to have clear boundaries with people when you feel them so strongly. Check out Mona Lisa Scholts, (I think that is how you spell it) a therapist with empathic abilities.
As for the wicca etc. There are all kinds of things in this world to wonder and learn about. If something touches your life, be it supernatural or not, make sure you have a strong faith cultivated within you. It will always lead you to the truth and help you through any hardship.
Lots of love
M
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I too have precognitive dreams. I am fortunate though in that not only does my family accept my abilities but they encourage me to use and develop them. With these dreams, the more I pay attention to them the more I have. I dreamt of my brother's death when I was 19 years old. He was 17 at the time and died a few months later. At the time I didn't understand that it was him in the dream and that it was precognitive. I dearly wish now that I had paid closer attention to it. Perhaps I could have prevented his death. Perhaps not. I wish I had least tried. Again, my family is very loving and supportive of my gifts (several have their own) and this helps me with my precognitive abilities.

I am also an empath. The empathy thing is difficult to control. However, for me at least, learning that what I do had a name and that it was real and that there were other people like me really helped a lot. It helped so much that I am now aware that whenever I am overcome with a strong emotion I need to stop and ask if it belongs to me or not. Usually it doesn't but sometimes it does. Taking a second to acknowledge that I am overwhelmed with an emotion has helped me, well, to keep my sanity to put it quite bluntly.

I wish I could give you some advice but I can't think of anything to say. Just know that you definitely are not alone. Just as YVE72 said before, there are millions out there like you and me. I would also hazard a guess that you will find that you have other family members who have the same experiences or similar experiences to yours. Perhaps they are scared to speak up or acknowledge them. Perhaps your mother has her own abilities and is a little afraid them. Perhaps not. Give your family and friends time. Eventually they will come around.

Hi smileychik... What you're having are called precognitive dreams. I know that dreaming of negative events disturbs some people, but think of in this way... The advanced knowledge allows you to prepare for it.

As far as your mother is concerned, people are often afraid of what they do not understand. Psychic abilities for so long have been stigmatized as evil, but they are not. All psychic abilities are gifts of God, but I won't "chapter & verse" you unless you want proof.

You are also empathic, which is a form of clairsentience. Empathy is when you are able to feel the emotions & pain of the living and the dead.

There are thousands, if not millions, of people like you but many don't understand what going on with them. All psychics & mediums are different. Some have 1 gift. Some can do everything.

Now for all the other stuff you mentioned. I'm not sure what nosferatu is, but if that has to do with vampires, I personally believe they don't exist and that behavior is a result of mental illness. Although I don't know any Wiccans, I believe they are very peaceful people and wonderful environmentalists. Spirits visit our dimension frequently. I absolutely believe that aliens exist, because thinking Earthlings are the only living entities is this great universe is just vain.

Peace & blessings. Welcome to the board! 😊