I just joined this website an hour ago, and to be honest I don't really believe in magical powers or voodoo or any of that mumbo-jumbo. I'm a science person. I need to have strict evidence of things before I believe them. So just for some background information: I'm 16, a female, a junior in high school.
About a month ago, me and my friend had gotten into a huge argument and I lashed out at her. Mostly my fault, I was being a b*tch (apparently you can't curse in these forums) as per usual. When I got home I began to regret some of the things I had said, and that stressed me out. Then, the lights in my kitchen started flickering really quickly. When I calmed myself down, they stopped.
My first thought was that it was a problem with the power in my house, obviously. But since that incident, really weird things have been happening to me. When my mood heightens, there have been times I've noticed objects shaking, the chandelier in my dining room, glassware. Once, I grabbed a plate while making myself dinner and it just cracked. I didn't exert any force on it. I was holding it still, and it just split down the middle and fell to the floor, breaking. And I keep feel this weird sensation, like there's something being held back. Like a balloon waiting to pop. Sometimes it feels like the whole room is vibrating. I know, I sound crazy.
I kept dismissing it, because who would actually believe they had psychic abilities? But today - something set me off. I was angry, and felt like I had reached my breaking point, so I rushed into the bathroom. I was in one of the stalls, and my emotions kept building up. Then, two things happened. 1: All of the lights in the bathroom exploded. 2: The mirrors shattered.
The two girls who were in the bathroom screamed, and immediately ran out to tell someone. I got out of there as soon as possible, and called my mom to come pick me up because I "felt sick". I'm trying to keep my emotions in check. But I keep feeling the sensation, and I'm feeling it right now, and I don't know what's happening to me. The lights just flickered again. Perfect.
I still don't believe in this nonsense, just to clarify. I don't even know what it is. Telekinesis, or something? I didn't know what else to do, so I came here to the forum of wizards, or "psychics", whatever weird thing you guys claim to be. And frankly, I want to be normal. I always thought the nerds or emos in my school were complete freaks, so maybe this is karma getting to me. Even though karma doesn't exist. I'm just confused. I'm not the nicest person, in fact, I can be a bit mean, I'll admit it. But usually I wouldn't want to hurt anyone. Or at least unintentionally. I like being in control. So if someone here has any answers - that would be fantastic. Because as much as I hate to admit it, I'm scared.