My name is Haley, and I am looking for some help. I have been told that I am an Indigo Child, but am not fully sure. I carry every characteristic of the name. I feel alone, older than the kids my age. I actually hang out with only two girls my age, the rest are older, and I get along with adults more so than with younger people. I have no friends who really believe in this sort of thing, besides my boyfriend. He is the only one who I can turn to and he doesn't fully understand.
Ever since I was about 5, I have heard my name being whispered. I was always afraid of the dark, I almost always feel watched. I can sense energy, or spirits, when they are close. I can tell when they leave, come in. I often feel their emotions as well. Sometimes I will just burst out crying for no reason, feel extreme joy, or depression. Mainly it's just too overwhelming for me to deal with. I have also had predicting dreams that have come true.
I know it is not just the house I live in that is haunted, that it is following me. It goes everywhere, to a friend's house, to a new house when I moved. I often see shadow people, but never actually get to stare at a ghost. When I was 5, my mother and I shared the same dream, on the same night. I told her about my dream the next morning, and she was amazed and told me she had the same exact dream. In that same house, I would wake up almost every morning to about three different voices speaking at once, it sounded like a report, like on the news. I would get out of bed and walk to the living room to see if the tv was on, or if anyone was awake. It would be extremely quiet, and the tv would not be on. Nor would anyone be awake.
Just recently, I heard a very disturbing scream come from right outside my bedroom window. My bedroom window is right in the backyard, so I went out and checked for anyone, or any neighbors. There was no one, and nobody in my house heard the scream. This was no quiet scream but very loud. My grandmother's room is next to mine, and there is no way she could have missed it. I ran to her room when I heard it to ask her and she said she didn't hear any scream, and that was when I went to check outside.
I've been told that my aura is yellow, blue, and purple. The girl who told me said that it is very visible in my pictures, which isn't very common. Could that mean something? I know the blue represents indigo. Also, I know another girl who takes classes to develop her psychic abilities, and she is an Indigo Child. She told me she could tell I was because of my eyes. She said she feels like she has known me longer than she has, and we barely speak. Could I really be an Indigo Child? I have also been told that I could be empathic because I take on others and spirits emotions.
It is frustrating not having anyone to share experiences with or talk about things with. I do not live with my biological parents, but I live with my grandmother. I often feel that she doesn't believe me when I tell her about my experiences. If anyone can help, I'd love to hear what you have to say. I need some guidance, opinions, anything.
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