My Past Experiences

I really don't know how to start this. So I'm just going to vent and tell about what I've experienced I really didn't join this website for answers I joined it because I felt really alone I don't anymore so that's why I decided to sign up for it. Anyway ever since I was a kid I never felt as if I fit in with anyone else and felt lonely I never really felt as if I was human.

One night I came from inside and I went into the bathroom and when I looked in the mirror my eyes were a completely different color there usually brown but when I was looking in the mirror they were red and I've felt like I was called to do something like make the world a better place or help others that are struggling.

And then there was another night I was coming from outside and went into the bathroom my brothers room is right across from it I saw the door open by itself and a chair falling by itself and felt a strange energy then another time when I was younger (9).

I was just logging off from my playstation, and I forgot to turn off a light so I went back to turn it off and when I did I seen a girl standing in the kitchen when this person started walking toward me I ran upstairs and told my mom when she went to check no one was there.

In 2013 or 14 I isolated myself from the world and was just getting over a break up one day I had a very strange dream about someone I've never even met before and they told I knew them from a past life. Then I met the same person at least I think their the same person after I met them my whole life changed I call them my soulmate or twinflame, but everyone around me is calling me crazy now for believing it and they think I need help because I mention my past experiences to them as well and i'm just not sure anymore i'm sure if i'm just going crazy or if i'm in denial.