My Story (pt 1)

I am not sure if anyone will see this or not but I really wanted to talk about my psychic abilities, whether or not I'm an empath, and how lost I am on this journey to finding myself. I grew up not being surrounded by much. I was always the shy and not talkative kid that secretly felt as if I didn't really belong anywhere even though I had a ton of friends. As a kid I also cared a lot for animals while others hated them especially if they were in our house I was always trying to save them. I'm not sure whether or not this is a real experience but when I was a kid life wasn't going to well. I started having dreams about a person that passed away telling me that they knew me from a past life. I woke up crying and I could feel energy around me it felt like arms wrapping around me trying to comfort me. Then I started looking past lives up online I believe I was not in the right mind frame and ended up over doing things. That's what my first post on here was about I was fifteen or sixteen and am now seventeen ever since then weird coincidences have happened when I was trying to find myself I came upon a book almost like I was led there it was called "Seeker." The main character pretty much resembled what I was going through his name was Seeker of Truth. While reading the book I received an email telling me that my truth as an archtype was a warrior. And right around that time I really wanted to be a boxer I also had a tarot card reading done which was weirdly correct on the things I was going through. Coincidence or not it really helped me find out who I really was. I will be posting another part of my story I feel like I finally found a place where I can be accepted and understood so I'm really glad I found a website like this.