It's my fault-- I told my friends family, and coworkers that they didn't believe me, and now, after several more of my "clairvoyant" experiences have come true, everyone is pretending that they don't know what I'm talking about. It makes me so mad. They are also repeating the same things I did last year, pretending that I am not what I said I was.
I just wish I had someone to hold on to in the middle of the night. I really really miss my ex. And that was part of the story as well. Because I couldn't "see" him in my future didn't necessarily mean he wasn't there. I did see a bunch of other things-- and now I know I've been used at work. I hate that feeling, and it's causing me to be angry or depressed in turn.
On the other hand, they keep telling me not to "overthink" things. I am just so tired of it all.
So-- because I told them to lie to me, that's what they are doing. However, with these experiences, with more and more of what I said coming true (as opposed to just me saying something and them repeating it later, that is not the same thing, I don't care how many times they do it).
What do you need most in this moment? I keep thinking about my ex. Why I shouldn't be here at all.
I don't know how to deal with some of these things anymore. Please, advice. Help. Something.
Do any of you experience intense depression with your clairvoyant abilities? Do any of you take meds to help manage it? Because that really is the only option left to me, and I feel so alone and isolated anymore.
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I take medication right now and I have gifts as well. Have you considered seeing a therapist or psychologist to help you talk things out? There might be a good one out there who even knows how to handle situations like yours.
If you are a medium, maybe you can start talking to your angels and ask Archangel Raphael for some healing when you miss your ex. Crystals help too, though you would have to observe yourself really well to watch out for any healing crisis that may occur... Which is a positive thing, but many people can freak out and think somethings gone terribly wrong with their crystal healing. Just cleanse your crystals regularly and you'll be fine.
My gifts give me some confusion and sadness but... I hold onto what I know is true. Free will and unconditional love, and that everyone deserves that and has that.