This is my first submission, so please bare with me if it doesn't sound very interesting. I am here looking for some answers. Ever since I was a little girl, I have always been gifted. And I mean gifted, not by seeing or hearing, but by feeling. I have such a strong connection with a lot of people, especially in my family and sometimes my friends that we don't have to talk I just know what they're going to say.
I think I am becoming more and more psychic as I'm getting older now, but I don't know if I am confusing it with anything else? I don't know what it could be but let me tell you a few things. When I was little, around 5-7, my mom always had panic attacks. She was having a terrible bout of depression as well. But as she was experiencing these panic attacks, I would feel her pain. Now, I don't know if this means I was having empathy pains or not, but whenever I was in another room, or whenever I was away from her I could definitely tell something was wrong.
Sometimes when I'm at a friend's house down the street I would get a strange feeling and I would call her to check on her and she would be having an attack. Could be coincidence... However, there were a few times when I would hug her. It sounds silly, but when she was having a panic attack, I would just hug her. I took all of her fear, anger, depression, anything, you name it I took it away from her and it's almost like I replenished her.
Now, I don't want to lose you now just hear me out. I could literally feel all my good positive energy from all over my body just transfer over to her body, and then I could feel her negative and bad energies disappear. Whenever she would cry I would cry. It was like this amazing energy field between the two of us like we're locked together. I can't really remember what happened after I did that, but I know it made her feel better, and ever since I was a baby we've always been connected on a level so deep, I still don't understand it fully. It was an amazing experience, given I was only a small child!
Another thing that's been happening is something recent. A few weekends ago, I had this weird tingly sensation in the middle of my forehead and throughout my head (I always get this feeling before something happens). I got a little dizzy so I'd have to sit down. Right after that happened, this horrible feeling of being pissed off and angry and just completely upset came over me. Something just kept telling me I had to call my boyfriend, Brad, something was wrong. He is the project manager at a yacht company so he has a high-stress level job. One of the boats he was working on had an engine problem he had to fix.
Well, he fixed it but right after he had spent two FULL days working on it, the engine stalled and it turned out he had to completely replace EVERYTHING. Needed a brand new engine. Needless to say I felt his anger. I felt what he was going through. Now that I have come across this, I know what he's doing and feeling, without even talking to him... Now, I don't know what is going on with me but I need some help to find definitive answers. A lot more has happened but if I were to list it all, you'd be reading for days! Is there a way to develop your senses? Is this normal to feel a connection so powerful?
I appreciate you to take the time to read this, I could really use the help. I have been having some strange things happen paranormally as well... But I will save that for the other sight.
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