I am a psychic. Most of the time I am able to sense spirits, but other times I am not certain. Well I am not certain right now. Ever since I was little, I have felt this one spirit. He comes to me in my dreams and tells me I am his. I always feel like I am being watched. Electronics keep going crazy and not working around me. I am not certain if this is also related to it, but I wake up in the middle of the night and I am not able to go back to bed. I keep getting a feeling of evil around me, though I do not think it is me. I feel like I am going crazy. I don't know what to do. In the past, which I know I should not have, I have called spirits to me. Whenever I have these dreams, it is always the same spirit in them. Honestly I find him quite beautiful and I am attracted to him. He tells me he is coming for me and I am his. He says he loves me. I feel like he is powerful, but again I am not certain. No one knows about my dreams of this mysterious person. Whenever I do not have these dreams, I always have dreams about the future. I don't know what to do. Am I crazy? What do you think? Have I actually attracted a spirit or demonic presence?
This is one of my dreams, I know it doesn't have a lot of details. If you need details, I can give you them.
I am walking around these streets and it suddenly gets dark. These dark spirits appear and start staring at me. A powerful demon type thing shows up saying that I am his. I start to run and everything fades away. I have been have dreams like these since I was a child.
There is already more than 150 years a science / philosophy / religion that thoroughly studied the spiritual phenomena, communication with spirits, visions, apparitions, relationship with spirits etc.
All you reported is not new and has already been described and studied in the following books:
Www.ssbaltimore.org/PDF/Mediums.pdf
Www.ssbaltimore.org/PDF/Spirits.pdf
Found near you the following sites may help you:
CHARLOTTE
* ABRAHAM LINCOLN CHRISTIAN SPIRITIST CENTER
6101 Idlewild Road - Office 112
Charlotte, NC 28212
Contact: Heddy Patrick
(980) 319-9908
Website: www.abrahamlincolnss.com
E-mail: spiritismincharlotte [at] gmail.com
* SPIRITIST SOCIETY OF THE CAROLINAS (S.S.C.)
4205 Frank Vance Road
Charlotte, NC 28216
Contact: Janete Barringer
(704) 885 0024 / (704) 394 9989
E-mail: sscarolinas2014 [at] gmail.com
Website: www.spiritismtoday.wix.com/spiritism-today
Good study!