Connection to spirits is logical. They have clear rules and motives. You can trust a spirit to be at their true core, no matter what kind of a spirit it is. They have their own mission and purpose. Even a spirit would not serve humans interest or would seem as a 'bad' spirit in our eyes, they still operate under their own core. As in the physical world a lion kills for food, the same way some spirits function to their own inner self in the things which humans see as not serving the good. I won't go into writing of different spirits nature in this text as such. Other spirits do communicate with people. And there are those to which people's awareness cannot relate to.
In this text I would like to share thoughts of people.
I am a healer and an artist. Painting opens third eye even more. Creativity works around the kundalini energy. When I do a reading or paint, nothing is missing. Channelling is as if being carried within protection of higher spirits. Then I am the mail delivery person in-between. Nothing is to be taken for granted, but the higher spirit can be always trusted in their wish to open love awareness. This role as the intermediator between a soul and the Universe must always be clear to a psychic.
The life in-between readings and high-quality moments of meditation is my challenge.
My healers heart feels hurt, grief - and even loss of will to live - when I experience years of people's behaviour to each other and to me. As looking at crowds walking, awareness of the society, politics and how it functions open up into my minds eye. I feel emotions under it all. The effect of actions inside people's core. When you observe these situations in the hundreds all over, then may come a feeling of overwhelment of life. A deep sadness and almost narcolepsia kind of fatigue takes over me at moments. This experience has done a good thing in the way that I can help those healers who feel same feelings.
The human spirit is both physical and spiritual at the same time.
The non-physical spirits may have been once in the physical world, but the non-physical laws are less irrational than actions on Earth can be. As writing this I unconditionally love the higher planes and understand their nature.
Even I shield into protection, I have been severely attacked by envy and will to compete in the last years within my home city.
There was last year a spiritual attack from within the medical system and bureaucracy so that three psychics near me were misguided with information channelled to them about my situation then. Naturally, I do not 100% follow what others instruct due to this risk. But the skilled form of this attack to misguide these wise and heart-felt great old healers regarding my health hurt me in its abstract ability to penetrate into an emotional area which one would see as sacred. That is how spiritual attacks can work: they try to break trust, give disinformation and try to lead you into actions that have destrucive or self-destructive results.
The head aches to my third eye still hurt bad. I one day realized that someone had tried to block my crown a couple of years back. So I then went to see a pranic healer and she found a shield having had been set on my crown and an entity placed on third eye. These can be cleaned. Still it hurts that some factors want to do this to me. I know who it was and I work to accept their core. My spiritual will and heart is love. When this has now happened several times, I feel a deep sadness and often ask for guidance from God to open my heart into deeper wisdom. By writing here the word God, I wish all those who have a different view in spirituality to feel no provocation or aim from me to try and sell my views. My motive to write this is to share and wish to hear your thoughts about it.
Spiritual attacks have been targeted to my spouses and their behavior/communication to me, to my health, to my financies, to peace at home and many areas no matter how much I know love as love. I also know my reincarnation and that these attacks test, make me grow into my full core. I just feel overexhaustion because I am human and I wish to live a normal human life.
I know this is just how things are. With what I see, some factors fear I will tell. But their fear makes them see possible threat for exposing them totally wrong. I will never cross the free will laws of Universe. They are their own people and I do not intervene with free will. I am a healer who tries to help, not to expose. This attack to my crown happened, was fixed and the person who did it, has left me alone. They were afraid then, but since I did nothing of what they feared, they know I am a healer of love now. This experience was unfair and unnecessary.
Thank you for your kindness to read this.
Bless you and thank you for your blessing my way too - today it comes at a good moment.