If anyone can offer me any advice or information please do so in the comments. I have no idea about any of this stuff outside of what I have experienced.
One of my first experiences that I remember was when I had a dream I was somewhere with certain people doing a certain thing. There is no way I could've known it was going to happen. The very next day, that dream came true. I have had other dreams that have came true or were very similar to something that happened with in a week of it.
I also have very strong gut feelings. I was walking with my family to the car. I was in front of everyone and I just kept having this feeling my nana was going to fall. She isn't that old and hadn't fell before. Right when I went to turn around to help her walk safely she fell. I was in complete shock. She was later diagnosed with breast cancer. I was sad but I always had a feeling she was going to be okay, I just knew she was. I never got too down about it. She ended up being fine and is still okay now, years later. These gut feelings happened often for a while, I can't think of a time it wasn't correct.
Things slowed down for a while and nothing really happened until the second half of last year. I was driving to school and I SAW a car crash. Moments later, long enough for me to realize it didn't happen, it happened. It still shocks me. The only other time I have seen something was also when I was driving, it's nothing special but I saw a green light turn yellow, and started slowing down for it. My nana asked me why I was about to stop and I realized the light was still green. I stopped and it turned yellow. I have no idea why I was shown the car wreck or the light. I have no idea why any of these things happened.
My grandmother's best friend was a psychic, and she told them when I was a baby that I would be "special and know things" I always wonder if this is what she meant, if this is something real. I wish she was still around. Nobody I know knows anything about this stuff. I'm completely lost. I don't know how to take care of this gift, if it is a gift. I don't know what I am. I know the more I want it to happen the less it does. It hasn't happened in a while. These aren't all of my experiences but they represent the extent of what I experience. Any advice from you guys would be greatly appreciated. I'm a 19 year old female if that helps at all.