This is going to be lengthy as I have no clue if I have abilities or not. My life has been a convoluted mess of experiences and questions.
My first experiences were as a child. I vividly remember that when we were living in a tiny town in Iowa, that every night a man would walk down the hall and sit at the end of the bed. He would never talk, just sit and watch me. I told my parents about this experience when I was older and they then told me that the previous owner had died in the house. Another experience that I don't remember, but my grandmother told me about when I was older was that as a young girl I used to sleep walk and tell her that grandpa wanted me to tell her that he misses her. Once during my walk I perfectly described his funeral to her - he passed when I was 8 months old.
Growing up, these odd things continued to happen. I would get anxious or even physically ill right before terrible things would occur within my family. I was determined to get to the airport 3 hours early to pick up my father, upon arriving, he called and said that he'd already landed. I confronted my mother about my grandmother having cancer before I was informed. The day my father nearly died, I came home and asked my mother "what happened to Dad" before she even said a word. These odd scenarios have become a regular part of my life.
It's gotten to the point that my friends are used to odd things occurring around me. When I moved out on my own, the cupboards in my apartment would all be open in the morning, my bedroom door would open and close repeatedly through out the night. My boyfriend at the time would wake up in the middle of the night to someone standing in the room, whether we were at his house or mine - and he informed me it only happened when I was with him.
Recently my night terrors have started up again. I only note on these because in my night terrors I am lying in bed surrounded by people who have passed and they are trying to speak with me. Waking up from the terror, I still see them for at least 5 minutes.
Like the title notes I really don't know what to think anymore and I don't know if anyone can help me understand.
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