Morning All,
I desperately writing it out to the internet as nobody could helped me so far.
First of all I am 27 years old and I tend to feel energies and guess what they found me.
Also I am a lightworker/indigo child which I was not really aware of when I was teenager and it happened to turned to drugs for couple of years. Yeah, what a stupid decision.
Anyway, It all started around the end of the Mayan calendar as we all turned to a higher level of spirituality, which is a rough 3 years.
As I had got a girlfriend by that time who is still with me, I decided to quit from drugs, and its all started.
First year they came during my sleep as a nightmares and they attached to me what woke me up with heart bumping and dizziness and all that kind of stuff. It was difficult to get rid of them.
2. Year they started to attack me during daytime. That was the point when I started to feel that we got a serious problem and started using candles, some sort of deliverance and using crystals to get rid of them.
The 3. Year which is present, it became so unstandable, painful, and unreal that started to become a challenge to even work.
And trust me, I tried everything what I could do.
Went to psychics, paramedics, crystal healers, medium, spiritist.
Nothing worked for me.
I have also been told that I get this due to my past life and these are the consequences. I need to be more patient.
I'm probably praying more than a priest and wearing Crist's cross, healing with crystals, breath control, biorezonance machine treatment,
Reading the bible using candles, incenses, EVERYTHING!
Nowadays they pretty much hitting me constantly and I don't know what to do. Therefore I can even sleep more than a few hours or even less.
The only reason I haven't committed a suicide just yet, because I know my next life will be much more worse than now.
I would say I would need an exorcism, but don't know where to find a good one or someone at least.
So please, please, please! If there is anyone out there with real help or in the same shoes, please contact me asap!