Truth be told, I never really believed in clairvoyance of any kind. However, today something odd happened.
A little background: I know advanced physics, from sub-atomic particles all the way up to astrology. I have a degree in it. I believe the holographic universe theory holds merit. Everything is made of energy, which is just patterns. All these patterns are mathematically definable. Essentially, everything is mathematics, creating an insane set of existential questions. Some can be answered by Nassim Haramein, whom I think may be on to something, I recommend watching his talks. Consider that we are all made of the same material as the rest of the universe, therefore, by the death of ego, we are literally the universe perceiving itself. I am an atheist. I believe in universal consciousness. Enough of that, on to the experience:
What happened was that I was at work, and a co-worker made a dirty comment about an attractive girl that works with us. It was what could be perceived as standard guy talk, and this person isn't a bad guy. I dismissed the comment, essentially not going along with it, but acknowledging that he was talking to me. I had a strange feeling that had hit me before today, but never with this strength, that my entire life was a test, being judged by whatever is on the other side. I can't shake this feeling now. I'm certain that this is true.
I'm starting to believe our lives are intentionally set up by the other side. I believe our minds can, to some extent affect the universe around us. Some would call this God, but I can tell by the feeling I have that this is an extra-dimensional phenomenon. It isn't a spiritual "good" feeling, but more of a simultaneous up and down feeling, as though my heart is opening to some new sort of knowledge, similar to anxiety, but far more surreal.
I'm not looking for religious implications, but rather to see if anyone else has gotten this feeling. It seems akin to an "awakening," as though two worlds are merging into one. If anyone could help me gain insight, it would be clairvoyants.
On a side note: a friend of mine has recently been getting static calls from a dead friend's phone number (gone over a year now.) He called the number back to find that it was out of service. This may just be an odd coincidence.