Rain, Thunder And Lightning

I need some help with this. I can call on thunderstorms. I have witnesses to this (one instance when I was very angry and another when someone else was and my father and I talked about it once, I would LOVE to tell those stories here one day.) I can not control the rain, it is a force of nature and if I ever try to call on the rain as a "parlor trick," if you will, then I suffer physically for this i.e. Headaches, dehydration, sometimes a streak of bad luck and intense fatigue. I learned that very young, about 13 or 14, I am 28 now. I need help now because I am stuck. I am always suffering from headaches (been to the doctor a lot, they have nothing for me,) and I believe that they are caused by the pressure outside where I am living neither going up or down. I think I also suffer from psychic headaches but with nobody around like me, how can I tell? When there is lightning outside I can feel it coming and I feel better when the thunder is rolling. I have tried to call on thunderstorms just to relieve my headaches, but I get no answer. I can barely focus most days, so visualizing a thunderstorm can deplete me of any energy I have stored up. I do meditate, exercise and eat healthy. I'm positive I have a blockage somewhere, but I can not tell where or how to clear it. Anyone else who has a relationship with the rain please give me some insight:) My father can also do the same thing, but I don't know where he is and I can not ask him for advice. I have an aunt who is psychic, but she is different than me. Anything helps here, thank you. Also just hearing that others can do the same thing might be just as reassuring:) OH! I should add that before I started to call on the rain just to relieve pressure, it never crossed my mind that the weather may be the cause. I don't recall trying to show off in the past 2 or 3 years. I do live in Colorado and it is very dry. I did try to call the rain when my city was on fire a few years ago... If that helps.