I'll go straight to the point.
I'm not saying that I COULD control the rain here, but I've had occurrence in which I had seemed to influence the rain to either grow stronger or to stop completely. So am I way over my head or is this actually possible?
I didn't always have this ability. It started about a few weeks ago, I do recall having this ability when I was little, but I'm not quite sure, and it has never been this pronounced. I don't know how I could do it exactly I go into this kind of trance and I can't really remember how I did it. I don't think I can 'control' the rain I think it's more of 'influencing', since I don't think controlling the weather is highly impossible.
Other than the rain I could also influence other people without making contact or without talking to them. Like, for example, the other day I was having a hard time organizing my group mates because we had to practice and they won't listen to me and I was just sitting there. I concentrated hard on this guy and suddenly he was on my side and helped me get everything organized. It's weird, but I kind of don't like the idea of taking away other people's will.
I could influence machines, too, so it seems, which is weird. There was this time when our engine won't work and my family's been working at it, an d suddenly I had this strange urge and I concentrated hard on tit and, again, I entered this trance-like state and it was fixed immediately and worked properly.
So was all these just coincidental or not? Was the influencing people somehow part of being an Empath?
Thanks a bunch.
It is possible that your thoughts are being read or your actions are being monitored by a black market corporation or foreign government or your own government and the actual manipulation of the weather is affected by the entity that has the actual ability to influence the weather.
It's easy to assume that there is no middleman and that you are affecting the weather yourself through some kind of magic ability. I'm not saying that magic is impossible, but it's also possible that there is some larger organization involved.
I have also affected the weather. For example, by getting angry and saying something insultory which caused an immediate gust storm, or recollecting a child in the news that was killed accidently, immediately causing the sky to open with a flash downpour, or by saying the name of God and causing the clouds to immediately part blanketing the desert with a flood of brilliant sunshine on a dark day.
Also, I spoke the words aloud while driving through New Mexico after about an hour of silence, saying, "she's a devout convert to Protestantism", referring to America, and in less than 1 second, my radio blared an alarm sound and the announcer said: "this is a message from the emergency broadcast system, this is not a test. A severe thunderstorm alert has just been issued for Randall County, Texas by the National Weather Service. Expect flooding and hail the size of quarters".
So again, it's definately possible to affect the weather, but I think it is probably an illusion if you think that you are actually affecting the weather on a large scale by yourself.
The only explanation other than a secret corporation or government agency is some kind of magical power or an act of God. I guess you can decide what you think is most probable.