I'm quite new to this but I shall begin;
Since I was younger I've always been interested in spiritual things such as angel, ghosts etc. I've read a lot about these things but it wasn't until the 25th January 2011 when everything started. My dad had died of a brain hemorrhage but the thing is I had a sense of this coming, I'm not sure what it is but sometimes I get like almost a 6th sense about the future which generally become right. I've always had it. But on the night of my dad's death I was in the car with my cousin when all of a sudden the back windows started to mist and I said to my cousin "look the windows have suddenly became misty?" but she replied with "kimi,they're clear?"...and then BOTH of us saw this thin shadow run across the pavement but trust me, there were no runners about as we were facing a wall and looking out at my aunties house so there was no other explanation.
After that for two years in my room I could feel my dad's presence, we've always had a connection and we used to talk to each other to telepathy. So night after night we talked and I could just make out an outline of this figure sitting there as this normally occurred before I went to sleep and my lights are out and yet his words were so clear to me.
Last year he told me 'it was time' and went. I haven't spoken to him since. I like walking round cemeteries and feeling the vibe off the dead,it's some what comforting.
I feel other stuff to as I like to describe them as 'monsters'.
Hmmm.
I am deeply sorry for your loss and I hope you already got over it. Death is the part of the cycle of birth and rebirth, we cannot change it. Strange experiences happen to all people around the world, some are not aware of them.
In the past I used to like being around cemeteries, but I no longer like it because whenever I enter it I feel drained and when I come back home some demons are always messing with me. It is extremely annoying and disturbing. I hope nothing like that ever happens to you, so be careful with visiting cemeteries.
Just like PsychicJR said, it is highly possible for the demons wanting to possess you because they know you are special and have a gift and power to fight against them. The demons work in a way that makes a person feel nice and comfortable and warm when around them. They exploit all of our weakness, fears and wants.
Please be careful