anyone reading this thank you for your time and please excuse me for any grammatical errors.
Well ill just begin about three months ago at work, (I work for my father at his machine shop) my father told me I was not going to be paid for the weeks work or something dumb that made me very upset at the time. I got very angry and I just felt something never felt before a new level of pressure exerted from me, and I broke a saw blade that cuts aluminum with my mind. I didn't focus on the saw its just what happened to be the thing that stopped work for that day. Maybe I knew that subconsciously maybe it was just the thing that was affected. So I immediately dismissed it as coincidence and laughed it off.
About 2 weeks I bought a car off my brother and it was being towed to my house so my mother was driving me home. Well during the drive she began to give me a speech about something I don't honestly remember. I do remember feeling the same level of anger and pressure so her car overheated and we pulled over to the side of the rode she managed to get hers towed to a garage. The next day she called and said the intake manifold cracked. Which is common when a engine overheats. So I chalked that up to coincidence also.
Then last week as I was sitting at work I thought let's try it again, so as I was working alone I sat down on a stool, (it was the end of the day and all mills and lathes were off) I got into the same state of mind I was in when both the saw blade broke and the intake manifold cracked. I did not focus on moving anything or breaking anything I just focused it all into one moment and released it. Well a coolant line (kinda looks like a water house nossel) that weighs maybe 2 or 3 pounds dropped to the floor at the exact moment. It was behind me so I didn't actually see it move until it hit the floor.
Now I have not been able to get back into that state of mind since that happened and I also have no clue if this is something particular to a certain type of psychic ability? I read a little about telekinesis and that sounded close but if anyone could shed some light onto my experience or give me some advice on how to get back into that state of mind except maybe not with all the anger I would gladly appreciate it.
Further thoughts
I do not have anger issues I'm actually a very calm person only recently have any angry emotions become a part of my life.
I have never looked into psychic abilities more then yelping my local palm reader.
Also I rarely dream I kind of just close my eyes then darkness and its morning, occasionally I dream but its all nonsense.