I was on my way home walking from school one day and a stranger walked up beside me and then blank! I wake up on the sidewalk with a cut on my head and no idea of what had just happened. Apparently I was hit on the head several times by a gang member which caused me to lose consciousness. The whole rest of the walk home I felt like every moment, every step of the way I had this overwhelming sense of Déjà vu. Before that I remember having dreams of events before they happened, i.e. I lived them. After the incident I could see into the future in the present moment on demand. For example, I can sometimes see objects in the present time in space that are not there until the next time I'm in that same exact spot in time and space no matter how long it will be the next time I'm there, could be days, weeks, months, some even years.
I feel really overwhelmed by all this and would appreciate any advice from anyone with knowledge of what this ability might be and how I can be able to control it. Whatever this ability is, it has been driving me crazy lately as I have been wronged by some of my relatives while I was asleep which has caused me to lose my mind emotionally. I also seem to have this connection with this girl. In Jr. High I decided that Jacqueline is my favorite name. I didn't know why, but I had a feeling like the girl I would love one day had the name Jacqueline. In high school I was asked out by a girl and I thought she was just making fun of me as I had never met her before nor had I ever noticed her and of course because of my limiting beliefs at the time. The strangest thing is that when I rejected her she started crying and her friend walked up to me and said I was an a**hole and that I should go talk to her friend. I asked her what her friend's name was and she said "Her name is Jackie" and I said "Jackie as in Jacqueline" and she replied yes. I told her that was my favorite name. I didn't get with the girl and I quickly forgot about the incident, but it turns out that this girl and I had a stronger connection than I thought as if she was what you in the community would call a "Twin Flame" I'm not sure what to think about this any feedback and your opinions on my story would be much appreciated, thank you.
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It might be that your lack of control is the fight between your persona and yourself, as you seem like an honest fellow you might not be comfortable in lying about who you are. The best way to gain control is to set it out in the open. Although I recommend being cool about it, works much better than trying to be too serious.