A Spirit, Seeing Spirits Since 1993

I was on my way to New Zealand from Belgium through England, where I stopped to say hello to my mother, aunt and now deceased grand-mother. My grand-mother asked me if I minded her dying, as she was tired of living, she was over ninety and could not walk very far or do much of anything anymore, and was stuck in an (although very nice) old age pensioners home by the river Thames, I answered no and told her I understood, 2 days later I was in Auckland, New Zealand, in a youth hostel, sitting at a table having a conversation with someone opposite me, when I felt something entering my back and dragging me (the real me as I discovered, the spirit) partially out of my upper stomach and lower chest area, pulling my body along and upwards with it to which, I took an unrequested huge gasp of air, which startled the person I was just chatting to and within a millisecond, whatever it was released me, to which I was pulled back into my body like a stretched out elastic band by I gather, "my body's electromagnetic field", and having just explained what I had just been through to the startled person opposite me, the office called me to tell me I had a phone call, it was my mother telling me that my grand-mother had just died! I have ever since then, seen ghosts or spirits, what ever you'd like to call them, 9 white ones, repeatedly, they were in a house I was restoring in France, they appeared to me three nights in a row and whenever I approached the house (which had no windows or shutters) all 9 huddled together and when I walked backwards they would spread out again and this happened both following nights, a month later I saw 2 of them or more of them outside in broad daylight, one was facing me, standing tall and was about 5 or 6 meters away from me, the other peaked his or her head just around the corner of the wall, I was startled by some visitors and when I looked again they were gone, these white ones had a human form/shape with eyes and hands, they were of the most perfect white I had ever seen! Later I was in Sweden, asleep in a very old wooden house, I woke up and looked from left to right where I saw a young man about 1.8 meters tall, wearing blue trousers and a red sweater and as I recall a bluish jacket just standing there, I called out to him but received no reply and he just continued looking straight ahead, I turned to switch the light on and when turned back at him he had vanished! I then later on in Norway saw a white shadowy shape flying and floating very fast down the stairs and out through a wall whenever I would enter the house at night, I then learned that a woman had passed on in that house! I have since seen an older man outside my kitchen window in England, he was looking straight down the back alley way, he was wearing a yellow-brownish chequered shirt and a farmer's cap, I waived to him, got no response, and when I came back of switching the light on he had vanished, still don't know who it could have been, although my house was where a field was 40 years earlier! Then in this same house I have been woken up by a black human form/shape identical in to the white ones but of perfect black, waking me up with what seemed to be a paper tissue and then flying out from left to right above me and out of my sight, I later saw 2 more black figures of the same making in my bedroom and opposite my front door in a bush a white one, also of a perfect white, the funny thing is that it never reappeard again as it did so every night when I trimmed the bush down! I later on, just outside my front door one evening, I saw a black-greyish impenetrable shape advancing towards me, it felt as pure evil, (this is the only time I have felt like this with a spirit black or white) it scared the living daylights out of me, I got inside closed all the doors and windows and for some reason made the mark of the cross on each door and window, within ten minutes my fear had disappeared, although I did not go outside until the next morning, now I see and feel a few ghostly shapes but not much more, whenever I feel anger coming from a room I close the door and don't go in until the next morning.