At My Age Am I Different, Why Now

well its coming together certain memorys are surfacing and now I know my mother had a psyhic gift but didn't understand and it drove her crazy most her life. She didn't want me knowing I was different. Today I went to the doc for my scar on my face from cancer. Long story short my scar has gotten worse doc said my inmune system is healing from the inside out extremely fast not giving the skin time to catch up. Strange because I read that a empath and their healing capalbilities. Things still move when stressing, but its all coming together. I just hope I can channel this gift and control the moving stuff as well. Its very overwhelming but its my destiny.

thank you iam trying very hard I have been reaserching the abilities you said to look up. I seem to do them all at different times, the more I meditate the more I feel and it is over powering me, with empaths it seem to efect even relationships. At work again I shut down the fans when something was bothering me. I will continue to meditate and keep pushing forward I feel alone at times. When I meditate I can feel the energy through my hands its very strong I start to tremble.

thank you I will keep meditating and searching I will try and relax.

Hello there:) I hope you're doing fine. Please relax, you're not alone, many of us have similar experiences.

Clairvoyance is the ability to see things, the images can be of the past, present or future.
Precognition is dreaming of an event that later happens in reality.
Kinetic abilities make things move, by either manipulating the energy outside of you or moving your own energy towards an object.
An Empath is someone who takes on another person's emotions.

By researching those abilities you can get a lot of answers about how they affect you, and how they work.

You always had these abilities (we all do) but they were in a more dormant state. Now that you started meditating, and focusing on yourself, you are possibly freeing up those parts of your energy. Like Rachel said, meditation is a good way to develop your abilities.

I'd suggest for you to do a research on Empaths, because being one can be overwhelming. Empaths need to unwind but they also need to strengthen their energy boundaries. They can become depleted, so ways that replenish them are wonderful. Being in nature or in solitude helps, among other things. They react to others' emotions but they can also take on characteristics of other people and various symptoms of others.

It's even possible that your abilities have suddenly appeared because you're now close to a person who is very psychic (though you might not know that this person is psychic) and because you're an Empath, your abilities are opening up.

Sometimes abilities start acting if a person is over-stressed. This applies to children as well. Every person is unique so it's impossible to give you specific answers, relating to your background. The fact that you mention the memory loss in childhood is relevant. Usually this means the child was anxious and took the habit of spacing out in order to cope. If the child paid no attention to what was happening, he/she will retain no memories of those events. It seems like you have parts in yourself and your past that you want to come to terms with. There are divisions within you because you haven't yet merged all the different components of your experience and beliefs. Maybe you see things as black and white, instead of seeing how everything interconnects. Hardships can be lessons in disguise. On the spirit level, nothing is lost, nor forgotten, nor left unresolved, or unrewarded. All is justified. But it takes the will to distance ourselves from our emotions and see our transformation in process. Move higher always, to higher beliefs, higher emotions, higher potential.

Understanding will come. Let the universe guide you into the spaces of its wisdom. You are not chained to the past or to any darkness. Your spirit will come through victorious. Thoughts are not the truth. This is why the silence of meditation helps. The chatter in our head that takes us back and forth and around again... "am I crazy?" "am I gifted?" "what is happening" "maybe it's this" "maybe it's that" "why?" "why not?" "should I wear white after Labor Day?" none of this is truth. Your breath is truth. What is real is invisible to normal eyesight. So relax and be certain that you're exactly where you're supposed to be. Enjoy your life and don't freak out so much:D

If you have a specific question please ask.:)

things continue to move and still no control I don't understand feel so lost.

should I keep doing it? How do I know what or who iam? I sense it but so confused. Not afraid just want to know y I always felt different and didn't belong in a sense.

Although I'm not very experienced or full of knowledge on this, I've read on a lot of other posts that meditating helps "heighten" your gift apparently, maybe that's why its awoken again in you?