This has been going on for a while. My friend and I had an encounter, directly, with someone who everyone knows to be fictional. Seriously everyone. My friend, I'll call her Lenore, dated this being. I already feel ridiculous being on here, so no I'm definitely not going to say who, but I'll just say that I still remember the night she told me, I could tell she wasn't lying, and we spent as many nights as we could together looking up waiting for him to fly down.
I had always felt different. Special before that. So did my friend. That's not to say we didn't fit in, in fact we were very popular, and in fact still are. But that was when it started getting weird. When lydia found this being, it was like, something had finally found me and caught up with me, after searching my whole life. Lenore and I were friends in elementary school, but since we went to different middle schools we began to drift apart. The night she texted me about this, guy however, was the night all of it started to be magnified and revved up. Lenore and I have a bond, we like to say that we're soul friends, and we do have a psychic connection of sorts. We have never seen any other human feel as strongly as we do toward each other. We feel intensely complicated and complex emotions that after much research, we found hadn't been felt before. Both of us feel like we don't belong. Like we would be so much happier somewhere else. I apologize that this story is all scattered about, but so many things happen and it's so bizarre it's just spilling out. Lenore can look at people, and command them to do her bidding. She also hears thoughts as though they were spoken aloud. I, and I know you'll say "Oh she just likes the outdoors", but I have an intense connection with nature, and all things living. If a plant dies by the hands of a human, I'm overcome with grief, ten fold if I see a cat obviously killed by a man-made machine on the side of the road.
Sometimes, it's the subtle things that get me. Like I have this cat, her name is Arlo, and shes not even a year old physically. But the thing about her is, a random guy in a van dropped her off in front of one of my friends, who was notorious for not being able to keep a pet, and many of the pets shes had my family has had to take under our wing. So we did the same with Arlo. Except this cat is unlike any I, or my mother, have ever seen. She is so human-like its scary. I find her staring at me, and I get intense shivers down my spine, goosebumps, the want to run away, and the feeling like I'm going insane. And she meows more like she's talking. I was playing with her in my bed one night and I was holding her and out of no where I hear "Please let me go" in a sweet, adult woman's voice. I look over and sure enough Arlo is staring dead into my soul. Another time I was holding her and I was talking to her, because I talk to myself a lot of the time, and I said "I don't think Arlo suits you, I don't have a name for you" and that voice in my head said again "Katherine." and that was all. Hence my username, "Katherine's caretaker", except I don't feel like I'm her caretaker. I feel the immense overpowering feeling as though she came to ME, and is waiting for something, like when I'm "Done", and she'll take me where I've always longed to be, though I don't know where that is.
Lenore and I don't feel normal. Both of us are psychic to some level, I dream about the future, as does she sometimes. What's been weird lately is so many people have been telling me "You're going to do great amazing things when you get older" and "You have ALOT in store for you in the future", but I've never told any of these people about how different I feel. One of my friends even told me I was a really old soul, and to be fair I never ever ever feel as young as I really am. I'm just a sophomore in high school. Oh also, I can sense Auras. I think of someone and a color is always associated with them. Not just people though, places, events, animals, songs, and even plants all have colors. I don't expect anyone to know remotely what my friend and I are, but we're so fed up we need answers. Neither of us feels completely human. For me, when I think of home it's in a magical forest surrounded my mythological creatures. "whoa stay off the mushrooms girl" but it's true. And I've never done drugs or ANYTHING a 15 year-old shouldn't do. Just please... Throw out ideas anything helps. We're just so desperate.
I know It's a pretty long read but PLEASE I just want to know what we are. If I've forgotten anything I'll comment what it is
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