For a while now I have been feeling confused and lost. I do not know what is going on, and I do not know how to get answers. I am actually pretty terrified.
I feel like everything started when I lived with my grandparents. I always had this feeling of being watched no matter where I was at in the house. I never looked in the hallways because I was scared of seeing something, or someone, and I never when into my grandparents room.
There is this one thing that I remember, and it was being in the car with my dad when I felt someone smack me really hard in the face. I turned to my dad and asked him "Why did you hit me?" He looked at me straight in the face and said "I didn't hit you?" It left me pretty shaken up.
Now, I am getting the same feelings, lately it has gotten worse. There was times when my bed would shake and I would look around to see if it was an earthquake but nothing else was shaking. I looked over to see a black figure move through my closet and into my parents' room. I have seen that black figure several of times. I am not even sleeping in my room because I get intense feelings of someone watching me.
Another thing that I remember clearly was when I saw my grandfather watching me as I was taking my little sister a bath. He was so apparent and he was wearing his favorite sweatshirt. When I saw him I kind of stared at him, then looked away. When I looked back, he was gone.
Sometimes i'll randomly get these overwhelming feelings of sadness or anger. I don't know why. I am usually happy, there is never a reason why I would have those sad or angry feelings when I get them. I don't feel like my self. I don't know how to explain it. But it only comes sometimes.
My other stories might give a little background on me as well.