Comments for Many Different Things Going On: Page 1

Kyoraku? What is your Religious affiliation? You do not have to answer that here, I only ask as I would suggest you Internet research what it is your Religion would suggest for Spiritual Protection.
I must admit, they do not ALL refer to it as "Spiritual Protection", or "Spiritual Intervention". You will know the proper words to use for you Faith.
I believe the more familiar with YOU that the Guide feels, the closer it will come. But as I said, be careful to KNOW it is your Guide. You will know, if it emanates a sort of peace.
As for the others.
What emotion hits you when you feel them coming in? Is it fear for not knowing what they are there for? Or...?
It IS natural for more activity when your guard is down. Just so that you know that.
Thank you.

Well, first of all, to my extent of reading, I can only see people's abilities and their "bound" abilities. Sometimes their emotions, but that's it.
Second of all, there is no real way to purify. If your a Christian, reading scriptures around the house and praying would work if you whole heartedly believe it. For some taking sage or something like that purifies it. It's really up to you, once you believe it works. However, if you really need serious help, I do know another way, but I don't want this getting public because frankly, it's "KINDA" dangerous.

I just don't want you to really read me, because I don't know to what extent YOU can read people. I can read into people's pasts and experience them like my own. Which I would absolutely abhor someone to do me, because some things are not in my right to give, and I would become a hindrance to the people that trust me.

I'm really quite lost on how to cleanse and purify. I mentioned this to my church before, but once I described the creature on this side they shied away.

I spoke with my wiccan friend on this matter, she said I could probably cast a circle. And that I should cleanse the stuff in my room. But I'm still completely lost on how to cleanse stuff properly.

Forgive me for doing this without your permission, But I had scanned your house, and I noticed the spirits there aren't exactly normal. It's like this beast/demon/shadow/thing had put something on you, that when you try to exert power, spirits automatically crowd against you, in which makes you start worrying, causing you to leave. Now my suggestion is, as I've seen people saying it worked before, try purifying your house, either by sage, or using candles you think are holy, or reading a scripture from a bible or whatever holy book you have.
Again I am sorry to do this without your permission, but it's kind of impossible unless we know what the reason is, don't you think?

To whitebuffalo,
I can't really walk away once I'm in the middle of meditation with the animal when the creature is there, I'd have to leave the animal fighting with the creature, which feels like I'm abandoning it.

I had planned to do that, but whenever I start to cross over I feel the spirits on this side converge around my house and room. I fear that if I ignore the spirits on this side that I could miss a spirit in their midst that could cause harm to me and the ones around me. So I thought that maybe the animal could come to this side, until the problem can be resolved.

In retrospect it seemed like the spirits and demons would come whenever I did not have a hold on my powers. When I start to control or block them, they stop coming, I stop seeing them, my parents stop. I feel like I become a sort of beacon for them when I use my powers.

I do believe that with more interaction, more activity together, this animal COULD come through. I would suggest you "shield" yourself from anything negative, though. Just to be on the safe side.
No harm in a little pre-maintenance.
What you FEEL about the situation is what will be most telling. If at ANY time you become uncomfortable, it is OK to walk away. You probably already know that, I am just giving a friendly reminder. 😊
Thank you.

Uhm...hmmmm. This is a hard case. I'm on my phone so don't expect anything long but I think I may have a plan, the next time you meditate, make sure you are absoluteely confident in yourself. Now when you meet the creature, have no fear and command it to leave you. If it does try to fight, fight it back with confidence.

I'm sorry bbdeathspark, I cannot allow you to read me, I know that sounds wrong, asking for help but not allowing you to do something that could help, but I can't risk letting something slip that was not meant to be known.

I would like to hear what you recommend anyways however.

I see. It seems when you meditate it blocks you off, so essentially, it's also possible to say, it doesn't want you developing your abilities. Hmmm. I know exactly what you mean about the spirit thing, it happens all the time. I just "Feel" them at a certain place, almost like hearing but not. Ok, this is what I recommend... I'm not sure. To make a proper evaluation I would have to read you, would you give me permission? Maybe we could also chat on msn/yahoo for more interactivity.

Well the creature doesn't seem to want to talk. It's like it just wants to stop me from communicating with the animal, and it does so violently (in the meditation).

I'm usually trying to block out whatever it seems I'm emitting that draws the spirits near me. But whenever I meditate to talk to the animal I HAVE to turn it back on, which then all these spirits flood the area around my house.
Most of these spirits aren't within my sight (due to physical obstructions). But I can "feel" their locations, its odd to describe. Its almost like the sensation you get when you hear a car pass by quickly, but I'm not using my ears at all. Its like that's the movement I can feel in my head and body, An awareness of spiritual beings near my own presence.

They usually feel curious whenever I do it, but I don't want all the information I'm receiving from them to mask the presence of some undesirable spirit. Like an empath being in the middle of a crowd, without turning everything off. It would be difficult to pick out one person without focusing on it, or even knowing who you're looking for.

Wow, I know how you feel. My brother, whenever he meditates, a demon normally takes that chance to talk to him, and ever since his first encounter, whenever he uses his abilities, he hears the demon and his powers go out of the fritz. For Example, he tried willing someone to buy him a soda, but instead, because of the demon, the person started punching themselves repeatedly.

But anyways, back to your dilemma. Maybe you should try calling the animal to you, or visualizing it coming to you. And I doubt spirits can take over your body, unless you give them permission, unless they are stronger than you.

I am afraid to meditate, whenever I start to cross over I can feel that the creature is there waiting for me. I planned to go anyways and fight until the animal came to help me, but once I started to do that I can feel the other spirits in the house move in closer to my physical body. I can't go between without having something on my blind side.

Would it be possible for the animal to come to this side?

To whitebuffalo:
I don't feel that the Guide is solely trying to teach me how to rid myself of them. I feels like we were just trying to protect each other from it. We did not seek it out, except for me one time when it attacked the animal when I wasn't there, that also pissed me off, and my body began to change while "getting back". The animal survived, but was very seriously injured.

I also thought about it the demon could have been a very negative ghost because it did not approach me after our acknowledgement of each other. But I also thought about how absolutely none of the ghosts would enter my room, and would usually leave, or "disappear" for the time being after I gave them direct acknowledgement. But they would enter all the other rooms of the house. So I was kind of lost for an answer at that point.

To RookDygin:

We do see the man on occasion, but he seems to be trying to avoid me now.

I saw the dark one only once in this world, but in my meditation, the creature that attacks us is very similar to it. So I don't know if its the same one or not, I would suggest not because the one in the meditation is much, much more aggressive.

ZiShu...

Do me a small favor... Define 'half-human'...Please.

Kyoraku,

As we grow older we grow into (or away from) our 'gifts' / 'powers'...whatever you want to call them. As you seem to be 'Growing Into' yours this is not always without 'growing pains' such as you experienced during your trip when you got so angry.

The animal you have seen when you try to meditate is your Spirit Animal. It is there in your 'special place' to help protect you
(As you have found out).

The Spirits you have seen... The man in the suit... I believe he may be a ghost... Do you (and your parents) still see him?

The dark shadow type spirit...I'll venture out on a limb here... That was a manifestation of your 'Empathic' abilities going through a transformation into what you have described you can do now when you look at people... You have not seen that 'spirit' save that one time only, am I correct?

Anyway, fell free to ask any questions you may have, I'll do my best to answer them.

Respectfully,

Rook

You know what? Every Human has "two sides" to their personality. It has been thought that since...forever, basically. That is why in SO MANY of the "older art" depictions, when it comes to those that show a struggle, there are OFTEN Angels, and Demons present.
An Angel on the right shoulder, a Devil on the left.
That all signifies our Free Will.
No matter WHAT a life impaired person shares, we STILL have the ability to pththththth them, and do what we wish.
I can completely understand the rage you describe. I have been there as well, and MY comrades ALSO claimed that my physical appearance altered.
All I was, was extremely pissed off.

I would suggest to you that you did NOT encounter a demon, but perhaps a very negative Ghost who was rebelling as you NOTICED him, but did not technically acknowledge him.
The life impaired sometimes get "stuck" in the emotion of the thing that helped them Pass, OR stick with their Human Characteristics. I would suggest that you picked up on his emotions, as he was trying to get you to acknowledge him.
The animal that you mention COULD be your Spirit Guide. I have three animals that are my Guides. One can have NUMEROUS as they come about when needed. And not every situation needs a chipmunk. As you HELPED it fight off something negative, that would seem to support that, as Guides are here to protect, and HELP.
Perhaps it is teaching you HOW to rid yourself of these negative things.
Thank you.

Well, that dark demon is defiantly a demon, a type that I call a shadower. As for the rest of it, that man was a spirit also. You are special, just believe that. Once I can publish my story, maybe you might understand some things that I'm saying.

I have an idea that you are only half human. These gifts of yours seem to be increasing over time. Those darker than black shadows you see are demons.
That animal in your meditation could be your spirit animal guide. Contact me, so me and my friends can help find an answer for you.