Recently I started participating in Church activities in an effort to be closer to God. And honestly since I've had some strange dreams, but that's a semi-normal occurrence to be honest. The thing that's bothering me is I seem to have something or someone that follows me everywhere. I can remember this from when I was a kid and I honestly can't pin point when it started, but I know that I've always felt the presence of someone or something else with me. ALWAYS. I even hear things move and settle by themselves, and sometimes the people around me hear them too. I'm not sure exactly what's going on, or if i'm even on the right sight but I know I need help. I've had dreams of voodoo, fighting off possession, being shot, dying and plethora of other situations. I just want to understand what's going on with me.
I think the scariest thing is that when I was a kid, I would hear breathing coming from my closet at night when I was a kid. My dreams would be something to the degree of "beast of the southern wild" with how everyone ran around and honestly the setting. Except that often times I would see someone I know die, or someone I've never met and I would wake up crying. And often times I've woke up laughing for no reason at all, and even felt like I transitioned form lucid dreams back to reality. But I know that these recent dreams of me fighting off being possessed is what's really got me troubled. In all my dreams its as if God is preparing me for something if you will. Like I've seen numerous people dying, and lately I've been searching for someone in my dreams.