What Is This Ability And How Do I Control It?

By Moonkit93
(2 stories) (1 posts) (the author is a young adult)
Date: 2013-03-14
Country: United States
State: Virginia
Category: Am I Psychic?

Recently I have become aware of an ability that I apparently have. The problem is that, I don't know what it is. It appears to be directly connected to my emotion's. I also seem to have little to no conscious control over it.

The ability seems to manifest most often when I am angry or frustrated. What happens is that things that are being used by the person that I am angry with tend to break, no matter where I am in comparison to that person. It happens too frequently for it to be a coincidence and has happened often enough that my dad ended up being the one to point it out to me. It even got to the point where an ex of mine broke up with me because he was scared to argue with me, because every time he did so in such a way that I got angry sooner or later something of his would break.

It has gotten to the point where I need to know what it is so that maybe I can find some activities that will let me train it so that I can gain control over it. Please help me I am honestly scared that I might hurt someone. My dad is a truck driver and he is reluctant to speak with me when I am angry because his truck has been messed up because of me and he has had to switch trucks three times when relatively new trucks would break for no reason just minutes after speaking with me. It's interfering with my love life too as evidenced by someone breaking up with me over it.

I am scared of getting angry or frustrated and I avoid people because of it. I haven't made any new friends despite moving to a brand new city. I need to gain control of this but I don't know how. I can't find out how if I don't know what it is, so please I'm begging you help me.

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The following comments are submitted by users of this site and are not official positions by psychic-experiences.com. Please read our guidelines and the previous posts before posting. The author, Moonkit93, has the following expectation about your feedback: I will participate in the discussion and I need help with what I have experienced.

khula (3 posts)

11 years ago (2013-07-18)

hi moonkit93 I believe your ability is called spontaneous combustion

fredjastomawry (2 stories) (12 posts)

12 years ago (2013-03-23)

Do research. Ask questions. It takes time. Do some deep breathing. Meditate. If you don't know what that is search it up. Good science requires more than one man or womans opinion. To know yourself. Want it. Believe in it. Try it. Then you'll know your power. You'll be ableto maintain it and whoala no harm done. But want to not angry. Want to calm down. Want to control your powers. Research, practice and it'll come with time. Believe. It's not just mumbo jumbo attempt and you will see some results. Do your best and you'll see better.

vitavie (5 posts)

12 years ago (2013-03-21)

You're anger need to be respected, recognized as being one beautifull emotion. One without wich we couldn t go very far, as without destruction they can be no construction.
It's saying to you"hey look at me, look how strong I am, aren't I worth loving?"

Anaelyssa (1 stories) (135 posts)

12 years ago (2013-03-19)

Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.

Repression only makes problems worse. This indicates that things should be left to run their course. But perhaps you can channel your anger into something useful. Try summoning up all your anger and then painting it or writing about it. Accept that your anger is as much a part of you as any other emotion you feel.

In fact, this reminds me of the litany on fear from the Dune novels:
"I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing... Only I will remain."

You could also try to dissect your anger until it no longer resembles itself. Why are you angry? Or rather, is it you who ARE angry or do you FEEL anger in your emotions? Who's responsibility is the anger? Do you blame it only on others or on yourself? What are all the causes of the anger? (Try tracing that to the beginning of the world i.e. The first cause (big bang?)).

Love is the law, love under will.

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