Psychic Medium Abilities

I got past it by basically praying and knowing that what I was seeing is real, there are a couple of times I questioned weather or not I had schizophrenia. But then I had to tell myself that I have a gift and instead of fear it I'm going to love it and grow off of it, there are times where I have gotten overwhelmed with all of he spirits around me but I get through it and try to relax. You just have to know that your guides are here and watching over you and protecting you at all times. When I feel there is negative energy around me I speak to my guides and ask them to protect me. I don't get scared easily either, I'm not saying I never have been scared before, I'm just saying I am pretty much safe and I know that I am well protected by my angles. If there's anything you want to ask me let me know and I will respond:)

So I read your post because I'm looking for people who are having similar experiences as me. I am still unsure of what I have going on but the easiest way to describe it is that I feel energy and can see things in my mind related to the energy, sometimes hear what they're saying. It's extra creepy because a lot of the time I will feel that there is a spirit or something in the room with me but I can't physically see it. I've found the best way to deal with this if it is an energy that makes me uncomfortable is to address the spirit and tell it to leave me alone- firmly. If that's not working I ask for help from the higher power I believe in, my guides, etc. You're already ahead of the game since it doesn't scare you to see things like your grandmother because fear is a big part of being vulnerable I think. I think you're also lucky to have family members to ask for help about this stuff since they've most likely gone through it too. Adding on to the whole fear making you vulnerable thing- I think fear/self doubt don't help things. I struggle with this mainly because I don't have the validation of what's going on either from family members (or anyone I know really) or proof that what I'm seeing/feeling/hearing is real. How did you get past that? As far as your Grandma is concerned, I feel like I can relate because I'm very close in the same way with my Grandpa who passed away when I was 10. What I do is just talk to him, either out loud or in my mind, like he's right in front of me. If I want to see him I say so, etc. I think this would also work with your Grandma. I'm sure you know a lot of this stuff already but just thought I would tell you a little bit of my story in hopes it might help!

I do meditation regularly, missed a couple of days but I still do them. Thank you!:)

well the things you have to worry about when your gifts get stronger is this: you see... Negative spirits and entities will take advantadge of the fact that you can see and hear them. So they will go after you because they can get to you easier than anyone else who isn't open to this. So that's one thing you have to worry about. And I think its very sweet about your great grandma! That must be very comforting.:) let me ask you: are you doing regular meditations? Usually that's the answer to calming it down a bit.