I turned 16 this year and unfortunately, my worst fears are ghost. As months and days passed by, my abilities of a psychic heighten, and now I've obtained the powers of a median, if you read my first story that I've written, I'm also an empath, which I've also become more sensitive to my surroundings and environment, I even turned to have a soft spot in my heart to other people's feelings, like I can feel what they are feeling when they're expressing their emotions, it's like they are revealing their naked truth, which sometimes I tried to repress my inner self not to feel or read them, I feel kind of guilty sometimes. However, its kind of beneficial when I'm watching movies or reading novels, It's like I can 'feel' more through the lifeless screens or just through the thin old paper, It makes me feel 'alive' when I'm bored, or when I just need sometime off from reality its really pleasurable.
Coming back to my worst fear, it's really. REALLY BAD, its pretty disturbing even if I'm a median. Sometimes. I just want to FORGET about all of this! I've encountered many spirits in my life so far, in the mornings... At night. I'm not scared if they come on the morning or so. But usually, they come at night, also not physically, THEY COME INTO MY DREAMS OR POSSESS ME WHEN I'M SLEEPING. And YES I mean possess. It's like having a nightmare inside out! This happens to me a lot, they just possess you or just sits on top of your body, then you will not be able to move, its like your whole body will get numb, and its very torturing, because you can't talk, move, or sometimes. Breath! I know they don't come to have fun! They came to ask for help and as a duty, I always helped them... But this is too scary for a 16 year old. I can't handle it. I've become insomnia and I didn't ask for this!
I want help, from medians or other psychics! Please help me, is there any ways out of this? Like stop being a median by some spells or a blessing or just how to actually communicate with them in some ways...? I'm very desperate! Thank you!:')