I have alway been around the supernatural. Ghosts have alway been in my childhood home (4 to be exact) and the woods surrounding. I recently moved in with my husband who is highly sensitive to the paranormal and some weird instances have been occuring.
I have also began to dabble in the Wiccan arts. I frequently use my pendelum and tarot cards to speak with what my husband has identified as a demon. At first, I was very skeptical about this but as of late I have been having dreams where I 'go on adventures' with someone but I can never remember what they look like. It it just a gray figure. I do know that the demon has never asked for a contract though. It seems as though he just enjoys my company. We have asked him his name before and the response we received was 'Abatu'. For those of you who are familiar with this demon, he is know on the internet as the demon of destruction and often assosciated with sacrifice. Upon my investigation into this demon friend of mine, I have discovered that he is more like a guide for spirits.
Anyways, when we first moved into the apartment we did not have any glass cups. We used plastic because we are quite poor. My mother-in-law acquired some glasses for us and I was quite estatic. But then the glasses began shattering. At first I thought it was because of pressure change and what not but one day I was in the living room and became highly agitated with a friend and the glass just shattered. Over the past three weeks 9 glasses have just shattered. It always happens when I am upset as well. There have also been odd noises throughout our apartment around 4 am some nights too.
The weirdest thing to happen so far though has been tonight. I returned from Wal-mart with my husband and he had been agitating me for awhile then when I was trying to vacuum our room he continued to agitate me! I got mad and left the room to use the restroom but before I closed the bathroom door I heard a shattering noise. My husband was on the opposite side of the bedroom staring at my candle that had shattered.:/
I am not really sure if this is something that is frequent when you are close with a demon or if it is something else but I would truly appreciate any input.
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The term demon comes from the Greek "daimon" or "daemon", which were originally nature spirits or something (wiki it). Just like "satan" is just opposer and "lucifer" is light-giver.
In my opinion "evil" is relative. For example, poison isn't evil inherently. It helps the snake catch its prey. It can end suffering. But if you need to live a bit longer in order to fulfill your will, poison isn't the best thing to encounter. Tigers and lions aren't evil either. There's those stories about friendship between them and select humans. But I wouldn't trust a random tiger not to eat me, especially if I'm trespassing on its own territory or if it's protecting its cubs (in which case the tiger thinks I might be "evil" to it).
I really do think of demons as potentially dangerous, intelligent, wild animals. It's fine to associate with them if you know what you're doing, but they might turn and sting you if you show any weakness or give them a chance. (And this is all my opinion and intuition. I haven't gotten to actually summoning demons yet. Seen some in my dreams though.) Here's a well-known grimoire http://www.hermetics.org/pdf/grimoire/goetia.pdf. Btw, I think of angels as horses and of gods as elephants because of their extreme intelligence and greatness. But either one can and will kick you or gore you with tusks if you do something awfully wrong. Anyways, danger is hiding under every rock, but no need to get paranoid about it. Notice how in fairy-tales, it's the selfish older sibling that gets punished, and the selfless, kind youngest singling who gets all the happiness. It's the same fairy or god or spirit bringing misfortune to one and fortune to the other.
Love is the law, love under will.