Telepathy And Feeling The Dead

I Have experience this three times. These three times were deaths along the night, and previously I had seen the relative. Some of theme was in agony, and in the other not.

The first I noticed was that I couldn't sleep at all. As much more, small half asleep. The first time, I had been with my grandmother before. She seemed to be suffering, we knew she was dying. When I was in the bed I was in a state of anxiety and tension, but different to any other (could I be feeling something similar to my grandma?) Arriving to 5 A.M in the night, I suddenly breathed with strength and stood in peace, totally awake and with clarity of thought. I incorporated a bit at bed, I thought that it had happened, but I didn't believe it too much. I lied again and I slept as a child. After half an hour, my mother woke me up: My grandmother had passed away.

The second time was a death I didn't expected. I saw him, he was ill since time ago, and I noticed he was weak. At bed, hours began to pass, two, three, four, five, six A.M (I have never been awake so many hours)..., and suddenly the same. I breath with strength, and get calmed and clarity of thought. Again, I lie, and fall asleep as a child at the moment. After a little time, I listen the phone, he was my brother in law. I say to him: Your father?, yes, he said.

The third time was more natural, as she died soon, 1 AM. Anyway, I could feel the same.

yes actually I have experienced Telepathic traits, sometimes my friend will visualize something completely off topic, and I can see it. But it only happens when I am not trying to.

Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.

Sorry to flood your story with my comments, but I just remembered something related to "mainstream." The comic-book writer Alan Moore, famous for "V for Vendetta" and "The Watchmen" is a practicing magician. His comic book series "Promethea" is less entertainment and more of an illustrated magick primer.

Also, check out this website: http://www.disinfo.com/.

I will try to stop myself for now.

Love is the law, love under will.

Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.

For your "checkpoints", I'd recommend keeping a journal. Write down all dreams you have and later look back to see which came true. If not all, then at least those that you feel might be premonitions or lucid dreams.

As for why no one accepts this stuff, it's all the evil corporations and mass media. They want you to be dumb sheep running the capitalist machine. (I'm exaggerating, but that's at least part of it.) For example, have you noticed how all the films dealing with paranormal stuff are usually scary movies? It's not "this spirit is here to guide you to a higher awareness"; it's "these horrible ghosts and demons have a grudge on you or your family or humanity and want to possess and kill as much as they can." I get the feeling that anyone who started to talk about this stuff in the mainstream would lose credibility and attain the status of a conspiracy theorist or crazy cat lady. It's one thing to say you believe in vengeful old Jehovah and attend church on Sundays; it's quite another to say that on weekends you practice invoking Mercury and have a friend who sees and works with elemental spirits.

As I tried to say before, most of the intelligent writing I've seen on the topic of psychic phenomena comes from the western magickal tradition. One great book that I just got from the library today is "The Secret Teachings of All Ages" by Manly P. Hall. It's basically an "encyclopedia of ancient mythology, ritual, symbolism, and the arcane mysteries of the ages." There's also the traditions of yoga and tantra in the east. For something on Yoga try this http://www.holybooks.com/wp-content/uploads/Raja-Yoga.pdf and this http://hermetic.com/crowley/eight-lectures-on-yoga/ (You do know that Yoga isn't a set of exercises to be done in spandex on yoga-mats, right?) Another book you might want to check out (although it's not available online for free) is the "Book of Lies: The Disinformation Guide to Magick and the Occult."

My link isn't an article; it's a book. It takes several days to read in its entirety, but it's possible to read just separate chapters as they're mostly not consecutive. So you can view it as a collection of articles.

Love is the law, love under will.

P.S. Look around your neighborhood; you might find a small subculture involved with this sort of stuff. Around my area (near Seattle), there's a small spiritual newspaper. I also recently found a new-age bookstore/coffee-shop quite near where I live. It's been there for several years now, but I've never noticed it before. From what I know of stereotypes, California is one of the more new-agey states.

P.P.S. Libraries are great! Most of the books I read come from the public library. If a book isn't available at your local library system, you can get an inter-library loan. I've had a book come from Texas and another from Oregon.

That is awesome... Where in California are you if you don't mind me asking... Pot never did anything for me except once I had smoked and I was driving and I thought I could see a demonic face in the rear view mirror but it was probably my imagination. And are you able to connect with people easily?

[at] Tyler86 I was not trying to say anyone was less intelligent on this site. If anything I was drawing a conclusion that being able to speak through telepathy or experience a supernatural sense was just the opposite. I believe my reasoning for making that comment is because I was wondering why there are credible people out there who know this stuff exists but no one in the mainstream is really accepting it as a legit reality and skill set. I appreciate your input, I have just one question however, what is a clear bubble?

Vergil117 Have you experienced any telepathic traits? Today the telepathy was ridiculously strong. It's funny, sometimes you don't want to hear what people have to say, but it helps you navigate through difficult political situations.

Anaelyssa, I will be sure to check out your article this evening. Thank you.

What about the checkpoints? Is there anyway to leverage this experience, is there information out there which is a good resource for further discovery?

Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.

Seeing Tyler86's second comment, I would also like to add something.

The magician has four magickal weapons: the wand, the cup, the sword, and the disk. The wand represents Will and creation. The cup represents Feeling and intuition. The sword represents Reason. The disk represents...uh, grounding and body and matter.

Balance is important in the work and learning to use all one's tools. So while FEELING is important, so is willing and thinking and grounding.

Love is the law, love under will.

Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.

As an intelligent college-person, perhaps you will appreciate this http://hermetic.com/crowley/magick-without-tears/. So many new-agey writers say the same basic things and leave reason by the roadside that it's a relief to read someone witty, logical, and humorous (and very very advanced along the magickal path).

I found that the magickal tradition really appealed to my intellectual side. People who get into it seem quite smart, probably because idiots and dabblers are repelled early on. While "every man and woman is a star", my thought through years of school and college has been "I'm surrounded by idiots." It's nice to find a writer (Crowley) who is more intelligent than me and who doesn't talk down to his audience.

Love is the law, love under will.

However, I have a solution. It seems as though you are a highly sensitive person. I assume this since you are able to sense vibrational energy from the spirit-world and possibly the energy of your fellow human beings. The next time you drive near a cemetery, instead of trying to logically put an excuse to what you are feeling, try to quiet your mind and allow yourself to FEEL the emotions that envelop your being.

Exercise:
Before you venture off into the world unprotected and undeveloped I suggest you spend at least 15 minutes a day alone in silence. Spend the first few days focusing on every exhale and inhale. The point of this exercise is taking control of your mind. Training it to obey you instead of disobeying you. When you feel as though you are ready for the next step, I want you to do the same steps as written above. However, this time you will bring your attention within your being. Examine your body by scanning yourself from head to toe. Make sure to complete this part of the exercise in a slow fashion. You will be surprised with what it is you may unveil and discover a part of yourself you had yet to know.
Finish off this exercise by surrounding yourself with a clear bubble.

Exercise 2:
I recommend surrounding yourself in a clear bubble every night before bed and every morning after waking. You will see and feel a big difference in the level of your self-esteem and confidence.

The only way to get answers is by facing what it is we seek.

What does being an intelligent individual, or as you said, a genius, have to do with anything dealing with the paranormal? You act as though the experiences by majority of people on here were written by people less intelligent than yourself. That is not fair, because if you stopped and viewed things with an impartial eye you would understand your place being nothing more than a small fraction in the sum of all humanity. Stop categorizing things according to the labels human beings use as a form of identity while occupying the material plane of all existence.

When the right and left hemispheres of the brain are in perfect balance with each other they will bridge a connection to a much higher level of intelligence, creativity, knowing and understanding. Focus on the elevation of your consciousness, as it is a direct connection the your higher-self, along with your soul's individual energy signature.

you have to know that your not alone. Many of us have had the same stuff... I can't go by cemetaries either... There's too much sorrow involved there. Its hard to deal with. I take in all the emotions of those that are there, and I can feel the wandering spirits there. Would you like to talk more about it? If you would like to share experiences. You can email me from my profile page on here.